HELLO (:

HI EVERYONE BACK TO BLOG AGAIN (:

Didnt went to school today as i was sick yeah. Yesterday went to bugis and MS with JY, YX and SH (: Seriously i tell ya i hate to walk aroung bugis village the people ther just bang into you and didnt even say a word sorry lah. See thats a very not nice place to shop around lah. I still prefer town. And there is something that i must say bus no 960 there is one kind of sit have alrd change and is so damn coo lah the sit was very spacious you can sleep comfortably there lah. Oh my i am so tired of typing bye off to train audition (:

Here i would like to apologise to some of my friends out there for
been over jealously and abit too harsh on them if i have shouted at you and rant at you for the past few days A BIG SORRY TO ALL OF YOU especially angela didnt see properly lah sorry ehhs ): sometimes my thinking is just like how i am thinking a few years back still the pri 6 kid without any sense of mature and jealous of somethings though is just some trival matter.

SHUHUI: Sorry if i have shouted at you for the past few weeks at school and shouting at you and even quarrel some very trival matters with you and i know i always wanted me myself to win over quarreling matters or argues with you and i know you always let me win and i thank you for bearing me for years and months of friendships we have last till now and sometimes been very harsh too you shouting at you lah but maybe its my DA YI MA come so i v angry lah hahas i know i am very lame AND SPASTIC if not you wont name me in your phone book as donna the spastic woman (: Sometimes i know that i am very irritating to ask her some stupid questions and make her very angry and make her shout at me in the end i was angry of her because i dont really like people shouting at me lah and i also know that i an the one who make her shout at me lah. Sometimes i also veyr kay poh and ask her those very personal things and i apologise for it (you should know lah shuhi if you are reading this) Finally i learn to accept things that is unbelievable and its her own choice and happiness i knew i shouldnt have disturb her for the past 2 years lah and i know its very late for me to say all this but if she is happy as her friend i should me happy for her giving her advise instead of just hack care everything. I know you will hate me sometimes for shouting at you and making you irritating (: AND CHUA SHUHUI A VERY BIG SORRY FOR ALL THIS WHILE MAKING YOU SO ANGRY AND PISSED OFF WITH ME (:


ANGELA: This is my best friends for 4 years and i still rmb i knew her under the tree during orientation programme at year 2004 because we are left out by classmates and friends and people are like looking down on us because of our size and looks and also think that we cant make it for those tough games. Though we have conflicts during this 4 years of friendship but we still stay strong together and i am very sorry for making her apologising to me for the past 4 years when quarrels met up with the both of us and she is always the one smsing me settling everything and apologising and i admitted that i am very petty at all times. And also making her cry when we were still very young and that was sec 1 alrd lah because of some friendships thingy. She is the one who always let me decides where to go after school and she will acc me everytime without fails only sometimes when she have some things on lah and i agree with her that i have to make some initiative to give in and asking her to go out together and gather sometimes for talk and gossips. A VERY BIG SORRY ANGELA ZHANG FOR MAKING YOU DISAPPOINTED AND ANGRY AT ME (:

Sorry my dear friends for making the both of you tolerating me and bearing with me all this while no matter what our friendship is still strong (:
AND NOT FORGETTING TO GOSSPIS ABT ERRH HERM YOU KNOW (:



I LOVE SHUHUI AND ANGELA (:

SUPER BORED LAHS (:

SHUCKS ): Didnt went to school today cause was sick woke up early in the morning at 5.30 am and i got banged by the headache and just feel like sleeping lahs thn i went to sleep and msg dad that i wont be going to school today as i was sick. Dont intend to go and see a doctor as i've alrd seen one 2 weeks ago still have some medicine left for me to swallow up la. ASSSSSS ): I MISS GUIDES LA (: I SERIOUSLY WANT OT ATTEND TODAY GUIDES MEETING LA!
A VERY BIG SORRY TO ALL OF THE BP GUIDES AT SCHOOL ):
And i missed the part of shouting at them asking them to run the court now immediately la and also drills them and make them hentak for minutes lah hahahas i know i am evil lah (: I MISS BAND OUT OF THE SUDDEN ):
Went to youtube and watch lasy year's SYF band performance and i miss the atmosphere there i still rmb i was screaming and shouting like and idiot there and cheer the BPMP'S BAND CHEER Was very proud of them though we just got gold nvm next year we will get gold with honor hahas and i promised to go back to see their performance lahs (: AHHHHHS MY SISTER AND HER FRIENDS ARE MAKING ALOT OF NOISE DOWN STAIR LA ASSSSS ): SHALL GO TRAIN MY AUDITION ALRD BYES (:





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HELLO (:
I know i reach home early today cause i didnt want to go to orchard with angela and shuhui due to my money shortage ): Today at school was quite okay lah but except sometimes i thinks that people neglected me i am not trying to gain pity or what lah is just like some people talk without considering me like they want to go out they wont ask me along and they will just like keep on talking even when i gave them the not so happy looking face lah i am some sort of jealous sometimes when they are going out together and they are not asking me along and its like if someone left you out among their talks and keep on chatting abt where to go etc etc and didnt asked you if you want to go along? Will you feel that you are been left out? Like you dont belong to them at all and they dont regard you as friends i bet anyone will felt left out and angry at that point of time. SHUCKS I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE TALKING IT ANYMORE ):
Well went to huilin's blog and i am completly siding with her she's right at all if we are firece so what are the prvious batch of seniors? What is her? Those juniors really cant take any hard ships despite enduring the hardship they are complaining to some of the other seniors that we are torturing them! Hey excuse me if you want torturing i bet you cant even endure the previous batchs are seniors lah they are even worse than us we are alrd very good to all of you alrd lah. And also the 2C girls are really too much la fancy giving huilin attitude problem we last time dont even dare to look at her when she scold at us they are really still dare to give attitude problems... And i asked the both of them to apologising to hui lin after the talk with ms phua and some of the seniors there which i am one of them really they deserved to be punished still dare to wear ankle socks in front of me and i asked those who are in improper uniform to run around the small court for 4 rounds good enough alrd lah if they still dare to wear ankle socks in future hahas they wont be running the court they will be running the field and hui lin ask us to be more fierce to them in future HAIYA SHUHUI THEY ALL SAY I VERY FIERCE TO THE JUNIORS EHHS ): Which i dont think that i am fierce enough hahas i know i am evil (: BYE OFF TO MY LALA LAND





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I MISS HIM LIKE OUT OF THE SUDDEN ):

I miss when i saw him
outside the class
Glance into my eyes

I miss the moment
i was just standing near beside him

I miss it when
I was sitting just only a few space across him for assembly

I miss it when
I was waiting for traffic and he was walking past
looking at me

I miss it when we
walked past each other

I really felt like crying at popular just now when i saw the lovely novels abt love and the question is "If one day your love want pass away and left you behind will you struggle till the end?" My answer is Yes i will I hold back my tears and not crying it fely like i have been stupid for this past few months and year. I couldn't help just falling in love with you.



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ER ZUO JU ZHI WEN

AHHHS WHO HAVE ER ZUO JU ZHI WEN DE FULL SONG
I am really going crazy i want that song luhs ahhs sians bake some brownie which doesn't looks like much more like cake but thn still can luh because fadhill's last day is tml and he like choclate stuffs like brownie lah the firts batch i've bake just now is not that sweet because i didnt add like more chocolate in it thn i tried after that the another batch i add the whole bowl of chocolate sauce lahs thn almose 50g of chocolate chips and more on top of that because bro and sis said that is not really that chocolatey hahas hope he will like that despite saying that i am the sweetest girl in jbp hahas oh man i know i am disgusting lah (: Had guides today talked to the 2Cs girls and manage to have them stayed in guides is not that we are fierce with them or what you know why they didnt attend guides? Because they saided guides are boring hey hey hey excuse me i know its abit bored lah but thn since we can endure for 4 years i think they should can also lah and they can make guides more intersting but it must depends if they put some effort in to make guides more fun lah. Was really angry with some of the juniors just now they are late, no excuses for not coming guides for the past few weeks, ANKLE SOCKS, improper attire and stupid excuses! Make them henta on the ground for 6 mins under the hot sun thn run 4 rounds of the small basketball court hey i tell ya we have been the ost kindest batch the past few batch they will just dont care lah i cant see why the juniors know cant accept a little bit of punishments and they said that we are touturing them but as ms phua said do you understand the meaning of torturing and punishments? You must be punish if you never go along the guides rules! They cant take abit of punishments despite us the sec 4s batch of 2007 we have been going through worst punishments thn this, tying bamboos stick on our knee to make it 90 degree, chopsticks to our arms to make it straight,grab one hand full of mud and ensure it never falls out see we had been through more thn all of you must try to understand how we feel or else we will let you feel how is it feels! I can say we are very good to them alrd (: And some of the seniors is like soft hearted like they say we are to over-board by scolding them and shouting them lahs but if we are not fierce will they listen to us? The answer will be a definate NO! So from next week onwards huling have alrd teach us to be more strict and fierce to them so they will listen to us and dont dare to give us their attitude AND AND AND some assholes juniors showed me their attitude just now like giving me a freaking face and duhs faces i am damn fustrated can lah and also i bet my blood pressure can go high by shouting at them. It was like really lor you can have heart attch just by scolding and shouting at them! And oh yes i've appointed jane to be my PS she is a very responsible person i knowed and she show interest in guides willing to learn anything thought she is new she still will give it a shot despite giving up thought she is quite shy at some times but i think she will make a good PS (: Oh yes conflicts today at guides within the seniors only lah s**** and a***** was like fighting over who can be the contingent commander la. I think only the one who is good in drills and commands shall get the post. I am so forward to next week guides new juniors sec ones joining to our guides family hope we will get the poor nor aishah award GOLD again this year (; And hope more thn 20 sec ones joined guides i hope every guides attendance is full yeah drills section next week they are wearing boots for drills and silin have alrd thought of punishments! Shall buy some goodies for juniors next week perhaps some candies or gummies Next week must put up a show for those sec ones so they wont see my true colours ahahahas i am so bad thn they will join guides after that they will know how i am woots i am so bad right yes i know (:
Its like finally rain come to singapore and many crazy fans and aunties went to the airport to fetch him lahs one 55 year old aunty fainted when chasing after him SEE how stupid singaporeans are fancy chasing a singer without caring the own health concern la i mean its like while chasing they have to think whether how old is them and can they ran so fast imagine rain have so many guard around him i think 30 if i am not wrong thn they still think that they could catch up with him tsk tsk! AND OH YES I SAW HIM TODAY (: *GRINS* Kind shuhui told me that when he was near the gate he came him yeaps yeaps i miss him (:





I MISS YOU BOY (:
BADLY

HELLO EVERYONE BACK TO BLOG AGAIN (:

HI EVERYONE BACK TO POST AGAIN I KNOW ALL OF YOU MISS ME RIGHT (:

Shall start with school today it was perfectly alright lah but thn i just hate PE imagine the whole school only TST class have to run the muddy field oh petty me pls i am so unfortunate to have a PE teacher as him lah you can imagine my whole shoes is sank into the mud grass and its damn disgusting want lah and when you run the mud will like splash up and make your legs and shorts dirty and not forgetting the new basketball court its super dirty can lah when you lie down on the floor to do sit ups just one sit up your whole PE t shirt and pants will be white and dirty trust me its super dirty lah and i really hate PE lah i rather have extra lessons of maths thn PE you see! After school went to attend the short guides meeting just to plan what we having on friday duhs since ms phua ahve alrd plan it thn we might as well follow the whole plan can luh but thn no choice what say we have to do it went to town after that got to get a new wallet my wallet is so freaking dirty can alrd luhs this is the longest wallet i have ever used i mean for the period of time lah like months i think got 8 mths bahs got a white leather hello kitty wallet and its only 20 bucks lah i got 2 pairs of marry jane really cant resists from temptation after since dad make nets for me you see now my bank acc left with only a few bucks la. shucks no money to spend alrd luh and dad was like so funny in car just now i told him what happen in school and he said that TST is mentally torturing us luh. He asked me to complain to the head and asked him to returned me one pair of brand new school shoes hahas funny right (: See i spend so much money on mary-janes but its nice okay! Okay luh shall not talk much go and watch some boring drama series and off to sleep (:





2 MONTHS 1 MORE DAYS TO 2 YEAR (:

HELLO

Hi everyone back to blog again! I know all of you miss me right hahas (: Didn't went to sch today was sicked because of my stupid headache and backache and also my eyes as those who are close to me they know that what regard to eyes i will be very sensitive to it want luh! And also yesterday dad asked me to use tea to wash my eyes so it will be more effective indeed it works althought i thinks its a very lame and stupid old method when he use it when he was young but anyway tks dad for teaching me. My alarm rang at 5.50 am this morning and my head was like spinning all abt and my eyes cant barely open so i drag my body to the end of my bed to take my phone and send dad a msg that i am not going to sch hahas after 5 mis he replied ok! I know i am bad to wake him up from his sweet dreams luh! Woke up around 10.45 in the morning and went down for breakfast but aunty went out so i have to find somethins to eat, drank some hot drinks and cant find any good food to eat so i ate the cup noodles i bought yesterday at westmall. NOT NICE AT ALL! After that went to see a doctor thn went home ate sandwiches watch abit of the tv and have a nap feels better! Yeah guides tml and we will be punishing the juniors hahas also i think in the guides only me and shuhui contributed alot right shuhui?(If you are reading this post) But poor shuihuin luh she told me on the phone just now that she lost the reciept! And oh yes because she went to daiso to bought the HAVENDEN decorations thing that means maybe she cant get the money back! And oh yes i decide to contribute a fan to the HAVENDEN because the HD is really very hot and stuffy! As i have a few spare fans at home (: I know i am very kind right! *GRINS* I have decided to spend more time on guides as this will be the last year of guiding! But very sad and disappointed that angela is quitting guides luh yopu see she have alrd come so far but she is quitting. I know how she felt luh but its her choice i cant force her to stay on or what luhs! I MISS MY SISTER MELISSA! She went to her school's sec 2 camp and she told me she's going to seribmun camp but she did not because i saw her school field has tents pitched there! but i still miss my soul partner luhs cant crap with her at night before bed and sing songs aloud at our rooms laugh and gossipings things abt school only she knows hahas! And also her and her darling! She cant mag him for the pass 2 days oh so sad! And they cant meet up poor thing but nvm their relationship is stll strong! ILOVEYOUMELISSA!






I think i still miss you
I think i still love you
I think you wont know
how i felt for you
I miss you badly
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GUIDES !

Hello once again i am back to post. (: If not people will start saying that i left my blog to rot hahas just came back from bishan not actually just luhh came back 1 hr ago hahas went to bought the guides uniform because i left the stupid damn skirt at the old campus or maybe lost it see its a waste of money right i know because this is my last year alrd still waste my money buying the useless stuffs i dont know why i like guides better thn last year mayb when i got my rank i was like i can slack alrd and dont need to attend guides meeting that often but i am wrong i have set a very bad example for my juniors and must be more convincing enough to ask this year's sec ones to join guides ! Ahh shucks i dont know why kept feel like saying shucks i know i am lame *stick my tougue out* Yeah tml got one VVIP from saudi arabia coming toour sch and we have to recieve him so that means i dont have to attend class yeahs! Somemore that period is TS the subject i hate most but i want maths to be that period luh! Grgggggs Okay la go train audition le i know i am lame okays(:






you wont know
how much i love you
and how much you
meant to me
i dont want to let go

SCHOOL !

HELLO EVERYONE DONNA'S IS BACK BLOGGING (:

Its the third day of school today was quite fun at the new-old campus but seriously i dont drink much water so i dont have to go to the toilet that often as many rumors are spread around teh school and guess what i got the classroom at fourth floor most of the rumors are at that level! GRGGGGS And oh yes i like finally got my IC was like super high la went down to jbp ytd and collected my pay i was like showing off to everyone i knew there and let them see my IC they was like oh pls donna i got it like how many years ago and you just got it today? But nvm i still got my IC YEAHNESS *duhs*. Today sch was alright just that my stupid sensitive nose came back again and i was like sneezing all the way at chiu's and peacock's maths lesson not really understand the topic much been wanting to know more abt maths today but my runny nose makes me wants to sleep and rubbing my nose with tissues got pretty pissed off with sufiyan as he was sitting behind me and keep on crapping i bet shuhui the chairman must be very pissed off as people keep on saying hey chairman this and that i am one of her enermies ahahas but i also got appointed as the function commitee luh very good as i can organise bbq parties chalet etc etc better thn letting the malay girls controling over us and in the end nothing cames out good. I saw him yes him really happy luh after the long holidays ahs. And now the cca day have changed like again to friday a bad day for ccas luh actually wanted to attend guides first meeting at the new-old school but i was attacked bu my sensitive nose after that headache and toothache see i was pretty tired and sick so i cant take it and went home instead i seriously feels so bad throwing shuhui alone at guides but sorry yeas i was really sick and shes like super good keep on asking me if i am alright during lessons and class hahas good to have her as my friend ahahas (: Yeah dad is bringing me to do my NETS tml *beams* i took quite a long time to persuade him luh i think abt 15 mins? Finalle he said up to you lor. I know many ppl have alrd done their nets and they will say nets only mah so happy for what right? I am so scare also what if i spend all my money away and my acc is $0. So i've alrd decide to let dad to keep la i mean if i want to use i will take it from him but i must let him keep if not within one week my money will gone! SHOPPING SPREED next week super high so many ppl got the nike bag i had that means i have to get a new bag madness (: Oh my nose just shucks off for audition(:





i saw you walking past
and i had to pretend not to see you
i still love you
as how i love you
in the past
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