I'VE GOT NOTHING

Tea.

2009-08-02T00:28:00.000-07:00

I am craving for hot tea with extra milk at Toastbox. Best tea so far I have tried. Heheh. Blogger's still being sucha ass. I cannot post pictures. I am working tonight. Need to go take a nap nowwwwwww. Byeeeee. (:

Fuck

2009-07-27T22:47:00.000-07:00

I wanted to upload some photos. But thn blogger's being sucha bitch for not allowing me to blog some wonderful pictures that I am suppose to blog about month ago. Fine then. I had double fillet O fish for lunch. Double happiness plus full also. Crazy. Im doing night shift today. I'd prob watch some movies online then go take a nap later on. Ciao!

(:

2009-07-07T09:24:00.000-07:00

So, I got my pay for last month. And i think in just one more day, I'd be broke. Poor thing. I seriously have poor finance management. I spend money like water. But I still can support myself without taking allowance from my father. Independent I would say. How many of my peers can do that? I can proudly say maybe none of them. I pay my own bills, My buy own clothes, even my undergarments I buy them myself without taking money from my father. Hah, My sister thinks Im pretty strong. I think I am. Really, With so many things coming at one time. I think I am strong enough to carry them all. Oh yes, So today, I didnt disappoint myself. Or should I say Topshop dint. Hahah. I bought a simple royal blue sleeveless tunic. It's simple and nice. Sad to say I dont know how to copy paste the photo from the website to her. Hah. Sorry. I still felt not satisfied. I am gonna go shopping tmr before I start work at 11pm. Hahah. Gonna go Dorothy Perkins and see. I saw alot of nice clothes.... (: I had sakae for lunch/Dinner today. Was pretty satisfied I could say. Had Cold Rock with my sister. I think I choosed the wrong flavour. Im gonna try the Grandma's Apple pie something. I think it's be superb. Hahah. Gonna bring shuhui the next time cos I know she's gotta love it. Hee. Alright. I am tired I wanna go and sleep alr. Bye. (:

Tired

2009-07-02T07:49:00.001-07:00

Im gonna cry my lungs out and blast sad songs later to sleep cos Im off tmr so i can switch off my night lights and really fall asleep after crying. It feels good to do that when you're even tired.

Hoedown Throwdown

2009-06-24T12:53:00.000-07:00

Alright, Yesterday before I finished work, Marcus, Shuhui and I decided to have a dance battle. Lol. Yes. Hoedown Throwdown dance battle, And we 3 agree that we shall danced to the song today after we finish work. In the end the 2 of them dint know how to dance. And I was happily dancing to the song while working. Yes, Hilarious. Marcus the gay boy said he confirm can win me after I come back 2 weeks later. Hahah. Cannot imagine. I kept dancing to the song just now at work. And my reaction was damn slow. Cos the song was pretty fast. Oh yes. Geraldine took a video of it and might be putting up on facebook. Die lah, Confirm godzillions of people would be laughing at me, Cos I am so fat and short. Somemore I danced so retardedly. Confirm joke of the year one. Who cares. Wouldnt be bothered to care all these useless things now. Gotta go down to get my x-ray and medical check up done tmr. Ciao!

Bored.....

2009-06-21T23:04:00.000-07:00

Hungry after work and ate the mexican wing and leftover sherperd's pie, Not really nice but damn satisying when you're hungryyyyy.

The latest trend.

Kept doing this when we are having supper. (:

Staff meals usually sucks, And you'd strike lottery if I nearly finish this pack of rice. The lady finger's superb but the fish as usual smellllyyyyyy. ):

Goodness, I am so boreddddddd. I think canele just called me. Heheh. Still didnt inform them that Conrad hotel alr took me. -_-. Oh yes. Btw I am attached to Conrad hotel for my attachment for 6 months. Pure agony. Hah. Yes. The standard confirm plus chop plus die high oneeeeee. The Executive chef alr so serious alr. But the people there seems pretty funn! (: Tmr going down to sign my contract and next monday would be orientation. Ah. I only have less than a week to play and enjoy myself. ): Boooooo. Gonna go down to Night Safari later on to burn the disc and meet shuhui after that. -_-...

Back.

2009-06-20T08:22:00.000-07:00

Your Momma's

Mentor, Miss Tan

Miss Shirley, Who continued as our Mentor when Miss tan left.

June Babies! Jenny, Angel And Yusri

Class Chalet! Got some people never take photo. ):

Okay. I am back from class chalet and overall it was pretty fun. Though there are some probs. But I guess I have enjoyed myself pretty much. Hee. For more wordy post, you can go to my xanga. (:

xanga.com/rocktheass

Shattered.

2009-06-13T10:15:00.000-07:00

Just when you a raised me up, You make me fall again.
I hate every single thing that I am thinking.
Thinking that is it possible for the both of us.
I want it to be. You made me happy for the past 2 days.
Why not make me happy for how long we both could be?
I wanna listen to all the sad songs and cry my lungs out.
I just wanna cry everything out and finish this cycle again.
I find myself the greatest fool.
I'd whatever it takes, But I knew it all comes right back again.
I cannot force and rush things. I know.
But it's just so depressing.
I know I have no rights to say this, But,

I love you.

Broke now.

2009-06-09T10:45:00.000-07:00

I am sucha failure. I am so broke now. It's only the fifth day since Ive gotten my pay. And now I am broke. I dint bought any new clothes cos I dont have the money. I forced myself not to go into topshop and any others I used to love going. I hate it. I only have like 20 bucks left and I need to save it for chalet. How useless can I be? I am so jealous or certain people. Not really jealous just envy. They get to paint their nails with pretty colours and buy clothes so often, I have to work so I cant paint my nails. And my father wouldnt give me money. So I spend my money so fast. ): I want to paint my nails, get new clothes and seriously go for a holiday. Maybe like langkawi or wherever that has beach for just maybe 3 days 2 nights to chill out there. I need to release my stress or whatever stuffs. Ive been telling Dad that why not we go Langkawi instead of hongkong so we can save the money and just chill out. He still didnt wanna go on with my plan. I am so tired. I wanna go and sleep alr. I hope I'll strike 4D tmr. Please god. I am so broke nowwww.

Lousy Saturday

2009-06-06T01:20:00.000-07:00

I am having a major headache now. Really very pain. I think it's because of the nap i took just now, And my room was effing hot. Whalao. I should have on thw aircon and slept properly just now. Now. Headache. Bye.

I MUST.

2009-06-03T10:27:00.000-07:00

I MUST GET A DRESS/TUNIC FROM F21
I MUST GET A DRESS/TUNIS FROM TOPSHOP
I MUST GET A DRESS/TUNIC FROM DOROTHY PERKINS
I MUST GET A TIGHTS/LEGGINGS FROM COTTON ON
I MUST GET A PAIR OF FLATS FROM COTTON ON
I MUST GET A NEW BAG FROM ANYWHERE
I MUST GET A NEW HAIR STYLE FROM AUNTY ALICE
I MUST GET A NEW JEANS FROM BUGIS
I MUST HAVE A MEAL AT ASTON'S THIS FRI
I MUST GO FOR SEESHA THIS FRIDAY
I MUST GO TO ICE ROCK FOR WONDERFUL ICE CREAM THERAPY THIS SAT
I MUST GO FOR JOEL'S FAREWELL PARTY THIS SAT
I MUST GO FOR A SWIM THIS SUN
I MUST GO TO BANDUNG/PHILLIPINES END OF THE YEAR
I MUST GO AND REGISTER MY LICENCE ON MY BDAY
I MUST ASK SHUHUI TO DRIVE ME OUT FOR PRAWN NOODLE
I MUST GO SUPPER AT NEWTON THIS MONTH
I MUST FIND A ATTACHMENT PLACE ASAP
I MUST FORGET THE SOMEONE FAST
I MUST NOT HOLD ON TO THINGS ANYMORE
I MUST STRIKE 4D SO I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT
I MUST GET A TATTOO BY THE END OF THE YEAR
I MUST CHANGE FOR THE SAKE OF MYSELF
I MUST BE MOTIVATED AND TRY TO BAKE IF I HAVE THE TIME TO
I MUST LOVE MYSELF BEFORE I COULD LOVE SOMEBODY ELSE

I dont care about much things now.
My only wish is to be a multi billionaire. Happy alr.
I realised I am only happy if I have money.
Cos I know Love always comes out the way differently from other's.
I learnt not to love someone so much.
I just want to be rich now
I dont care if anybody wanna say
Money wont bring happiness
To me, HELL YES.
The only thing i ask for now is money
The rest I dont bothered to wait and wait anymore.
Eluan is one of the suckers who dont tag my blog and read secretly.
Tag lah dey.

Dresses.

2009-06-02T04:26:00.000-07:00

I want to buy nice dresses/ tunics. Preferbly those with floral prints. I loveeeee itttttt. Just surfed Dorothy Perkins and Topshop net. Wasnt that fantastic. It's been so long since i bought clothes. The cotton on dress that I bought last month, I dont like it nowwwwww. ): Gonna go on a huge spree on friday! (:

Thank you everyone who cared.

2009-05-28T09:56:00.000-07:00

I am fine now people. My father just got his car back. And some fucking company owe him 600,000 bucks never oay back. Fuck it man, It's half a million. We can bloody buy a freaking condo if we got the money back. But my family is getting better now. Thanks everyone who cared for me! (: But please if you are reading this post. Stop telling people that eh, I saw Donna's blog she say her family gonna go bankrupt soon. I am fine alrd people. (: I am so tired. Thank goodness I asked for 4 days off next week and Holidays are coming! Class chalet's are planned very well cos of those who helped make this thing happen. I am guilty for not helping though. I shall not say it here cos I cannot possibly say everything bout my family problems out here. There's no school tmr. Happppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I had napha test today. Goodness. My feet, the heels part darnnnn painnnnnn. Till now. Yes. I have to limp a little. Cos too pain now. After running walked back to school, Took mrt home, And I WALKED HOME FROM THE TRAIN STATION! I was telling myself I must take bus cannot walk alr cos feet damn pain. In the end I still walk. Hahah. Went to work and stand the whole day. ): Hit sales today but no incentive. BOOOOOO. I wanna go sleep alr. Bye.

Bankrupt?

2009-05-21T10:00:00.000-07:00

For all those who hate me outside, Prepare to laugh at me now. My father might be bankrupt soon. He's toyota camry just gone in a flash like that. ): I dont wanna lose everything, The 3 story house that i am living now. My father 2 car, he's company and everything. Everything is just so sudden. Yesterday night, when we were watching American Idol, Suddenly he turned to me and say, Why not we sell this house away and buy a condo? You always wanted to stay in a condo. I dont want now. Condo very small. I replied. I buy a bigger one lah. At woodlands? It's so sudden. I am on a losing stake now. I lose practically everything in my life.

2009-05-14T10:49:00.000-07:00

I Love Hey Monday!

Cassedee Pope is so freaking prettyyyyyyyyyyyy.

WHY? Why must it be Danny to go home? I like his voice. ):
Oh yes, I bought 17 today cos Cassadee Pope was the covergirl. She's really one pretty one. (:

Everything, But you.

2009-05-06T08:38:00.000-07:00

I was feeling, Happy, Bubbly, Cheerful half an hour ago, Until I stumbled to this site and makes me wanna cry now. Why, Why is god doing this to me, AGAIN? When I decided to forget eveything?

My GPA is negative.

2009-05-04T11:58:00.000-07:00

Hahah. Im not going to school tmr. Im so tired. And going to school is sucha killer. Everything is the same and we're not doing anything. Goodness. My hand is itching like some fella poured itching powder on my hands. And goodness. Hannah Monatana is soooo funny.Jackson is dancing like his leg are tied together. Heheh. What should i wear tmr? And here I am pedicure! (: Whalao I think my pay confirm dam pathetic one lor. Am so tired now and happy. I wanna go swimming. Lol. Shuhui that b!tch, Asked me to go some website. And goodness. Im so getting that prada bag next month. (:

Moooooolahhhhhhh

2009-05-02T05:44:00.000-07:00

I want alot of money. Alot of money that I can swim in the pool of MY MONEY. But too bad, I dont have, I reckon that I would have that much money in my whole life. Oh yes, Dad's back and finally we can go for dinner later. It's alr 845pm. Whalao. I drove yesterday at malaysia and it's so effing fun. (: Luckily I dint crash the car. Almost okay, But it's super fun. Guess I just have to wait 6 more months and 14 days to register for my car liscence. God. My hand is itching now, But no money coming in. My ezcyma or how you spell it is getting worst. Worst of all, I still havent touched my portfolio. Not a single page. Havent even started on it. And the dateline is next friday. Yea. Cos i dint requested off on weekdays. Which mean I cannot do my portfolio. I hate school days now, We're doing the same old thing everyday. Okay,
reach class at 9am => Slack and talk => Go canteen buy sweets => eat the sweets we bought => Gossip => Maybe we would be doing some work => Talk again and laugh => Break => Slack in class, Listen to our Mp3, Mdm's debrief => Go home.

How to even enjoy school when the circle is so boring everyday? I dont like mdm shirley's teaching. Okay she might be new and I have to give her some time. Cos is not fair to her if i just say I hate the way she's teaching us now. Toodles. Gotta go for dinner now. Like finally.

Topshop. Please.

2009-04-30T12:57:00.000-07:00

Was watching American Next Top Model on youtube now, And looking at all those models wearing pretty dresses makes me wanna go shopping! I WANNA GO SHOPPING, GET NICE CLOTHES. ): But I have alot to save up this month. Alot of things to buy next month. And when pay arrives next month, I dont think I'll need the money. So Im gonna loan money from Dearest Daddy first. That's why I am working my arse of now so that I have enough money to return him next month. Was browsing through topshop website and goodness those dresses are so prettyyyyyyyyy. So I decided to browse through F21 one. In the end. Huge disappointment. Like whalao. How many times you guys wanna design those dresses and tops again and again. Im not intending to sleep. Cos I am going to malaysia tmr. And I would be sleeping at Grandpa's car OTW there. Hahah. So gonna watch ANTM till tmr morning. Hehe. And I am fine people. (: Oh yes watching ANTM reminds me of Bfbf, Cos he's actions are so like Tyra Banks even the way he talks. Hahah. Alright. Bye people. It's 4.02am now.

Try to reach out to you touch my hand,
Reach out as far as I can.

Songs for you, Truths for me.

2009-04-29T10:35:00.000-07:00

Im not as strong as I thought I were. Thought i can juat forget bout everything, But hell NO. I dont know why, When I was listening to with you gone, I teared even when everyone was looking at me, And I know to them I am a complete fool. oh whatever, Let it be if they even wanna assume that I am when they dont know anything bout me and happnened to me. No, I am not strong enough to face all these truth. I am not. But guess I just have to be happy, What to do. Life still goes on, And yes. If I really love someone. I should just feel happy for him instead if crying everyday when it cannot solve the problem. Yea.

Time is going by, So much faster then I.

2009-04-26T10:08:00.000-07:00

My title says it all.
So quiet, So different.
Im changing.
Cannot bear this anymore.
Cried so hard in the toilet when i heard this news.
I'll take a year or two to change everything and be back to normal.

2009-04-23T07:58:00.001-07:00

Thanks for watching as I fall.

2009-04-18T00:50:00.001-07:00

Thanks for acting like you care. (:

Death? NO WAY.

2009-04-16T11:29:00.001-07:00

I felt so bad that day, That i wanted to die. As in end my life. But i knew i was string enough to carry on everything and face up to challanges that god gave me. Perhaps. I dont worth his love, Or maybe he dont worth mine. But always i say Im not worthy of somebody;s love. Im like so tired. And always crying every night. I wanna sleep now. Okay. Fine I still cannot get over it. And still loves him. Very much.

):

2009-04-10T12:56:00.001-07:00

Felt really really downnnnn. I love you. You wont know how much I do. But you never once liked me. Oh yes. Maybe as a friend. Feelings cannot be forced. But it felt bad. For me. Love you so deeply and mad. But it's so not worth it. So not. Im just wasting my time. My love for you, You'll never know. Perhaps my love for you is just like how much your love for her.

Let it all out.

2009-04-06T08:40:00.000-07:00

Crying while listening to sad songs feels really great. I poured everything out yesterday night, And glad I did it. It's hard to store everything inside. And always acting strong in front of them when somethinf really bad strikes. I hate it. Why must human have emotions? Im fine people. After crying, I'd feel better. Who dont? All i need, God please give it to me. Ashiq told me the same thing as what i told shuhui. God has plans for you, Dont rush things. I love talking to him. Hahha. Gotta lepak when he book out!

Dear God.

2009-04-05T09:12:00.001-07:00

All i want to do know, Is to bathe, After bathing I wanna listen to all the sad songs in my Ipod and cry my lungs out.

Crush

2009-04-03T12:54:00.000-07:00

Did i mention that abt 2 months ago, ******** added me on Fb? I was like OMGGGGGGGG are you kidding me, He add me on FB? Okay. People reading this might think like that only mah. He use to be my crush years back okay. I rmbed doing stupid things. Like i would wait for him to come out and take the same bus with him. Heheh. And i rmb standing next to him a few times in the bus and i almost die because i cannot breathe easy. Heheheheh. Shuhui know all lah. But it's all in the past alr lah. Sore throat now. Damn it.

Pay!

2009-04-02T03:51:00.000-07:00

Whalao. I can only get my pay next monday. How sad? I hope i can get at least 500 bucks. I needa give Dad 250 bucks. And shuhui that woman asked me to go Dorothy Perkins with her, In the end. Whalao. Alot of nice clothes i wanna get lor. Actually after seeing the Dorothy perkin floral prints tunic, I think it's nicer then Topshop one. Cheaper somemore. Hahah. Might be getting that. There's a blue top also very nice. Hahha. I swear i must get 2 new clothes next week after i got my pay. I wanna get a new bag too. Though i just got 1 last week. Heheh. I need to get my hair done too. It's been a month since i went to John's place for treatment. Hmmmmm. And yes. Gonna find new restaurant and pamper myself with food. Gonna pull shuhui along. We're like live to eat kinda person. Hahah. Im craving for Black pepper beef now.

Godzillion years.

2009-03-07T11:27:00.001-08:00

Hahahahha. I love Oliver aka Mitchel Musso. Damn cute lor.
Goodness. God knows how long since Ive updated my Blogger. Hahah, My father just opened the door cos my neighbour cat ran into his room . Like damn lol. I thought he's opening the door the scold me lah. Lol. Damn scary. Im gonna close my windows. Who knows the cat might climb up to 3rd floor and scare the freak outta me. Lol. Im seriously bored. Damn bored. And I needa go shopping seriously. I think i cannot get my topshop floral top alr lor. Cos this month pay damn less. Like whalao. ):

STUPID.

2008-11-23T22:16:00.000-08:00

I havent been to blogger for sucha long time. Till my brother show me his blog and i rmb that i actually have a blog. Lol. Okay. Im here to say Im stupid. ):

FOOD. Im Hungry.

2008-10-06T15:05:00.000-07:00

I feel like having a big mouthful of Macdonald's McChicken and double cheese burger plain together, Accompanied by one super large fries with loads of mayo and curry sauce, Coke that i can never drink finish and prolly a 20 piece nuggets to go along. Not forgetting vivien's mother fried chicken wings, the size of the wings are just right and they are deep fry to perfect crispyness. And also Chippy's sausage with mash potato. Yum. Pasar malam's super thin/crispy keropok lekor and bbq spicy chicken wings. Newton's food centre bbq stingray with spicy handmade sambal together with friends like BBQ wings, Satay, Stir fried sambal kangkong, Roti John, Soup Kambing, Fried carrot cake, Oyster ommelette, Hokkien mee, Char kuey teow, Salted egg prawns, Singapore's Chilli crab, Sugar cane juice. Hahah. Not forgetting my fav, Sakae sushi soft shell crab! Sushi buffet and you can eat like there's no tmr. Kfc's finger licking good chicken. AND POPEYES Fried chicken with mash potato and cajun fries. Bongo burgers beef burger plain topped with melted cheese and hmmmmm. Gelare cafe waffles freshly baked and topped with Ice cream and syrups whipped cream! Ulu Ulu's big juicy prawns. Al-Almin's Cheese prata/ Chesse naan with loads of loads of cheese accompanied by piping hot tandoori chicken. Sweet Ice milo.
Alright. I admit Im being sucha glutton. That's explain my size. Hahah. But who cares? I wanna eat. Im hungry. Like DUH. I woke up this morning, Drank a cup of coffee and a small packet ot cheese twisties and off i go to do my hair. I ate my first meal at 7pm. Damn hungry. A plate of rice with stewed chicken and potatoes, Long beans and Ngoh Hiang. With a bowl of lotus soup. How full can i be? Go out with my father. I got so thristy and i went to the coffee shop to get a packet of Ice coffee. Nice. Told father that i am hungry and he got me siew mais and pau. Cant finish the packet of coffee and force my father to drink it down. Hahah. Dont want lah. I scare later cannot sleep. Bullshit. He drank it finish in 4 secs. Reach home slept at 1120pm and woke up at 130am. Watch movies that i rent and ate 3 siew mais that my dad bought for me. Fucking nice, Especially when i heat it up in the microwave for like 25 secs and dipped it in chilli sauce, Wooo. I catch a glimpse of heaven. Im feeling hungry now. And there's like nothing for me to eat. Im intending to get breakfast from macs. Maybe walk all the way to Limbang or take a bus down to yew tee. Cos im hungry. I feel like eating Sausage McMuffin with loads of melted cheese and Hash brown with a cup of Ice milo. Perfect. Thn i can sleep to 430pm wake up and get ready for work. Im finishing my juno and off to sleep. (:

Hiatus

2008-09-21T11:20:00.000-07:00

I think i went for a hiatus. I got so bored of blogging using blogger. Damn lousy. I still prefer using my xanga. If im gonna die later. I'll just tell him everything. And i would wish him goodluck and pray for him.

I fail for the subject call Love.

I hate LOVE

2008-08-23T13:40:00.000-07:00

Hello. Im back after such long time. Hahah. I'm sucha a idiot when it comes to changing of blog skin. So i changed the easiest one that i know. Will get a tag board soon. I feel like crying. And i dont know why. My wrist so Itchy. Scratching now. It's 4.36am. And Donna is not sleeping. Because i cant sleep. Ive got Test tmr. And i hate it. I wanna work. Dad says maybe we're going to taiwan during the dec holidays. Yeah! But maybe only. You know my father always lie to me. Cos my sister is going to vietnam during nov thn my father say if she chose to go vietnam thn she wont be going to taiwan with us. But he's lying lah. We're going for maybe 4 days only. Cos i wanna go there just for the food and shopping only. Not for sight seeing. Waste time only. I miss him so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so MUCHHHHHHH. And i meant it. But Im trying my very best, to forget lah. I guess is very hard to do it so. People who's in love and out of love understands how i feel. I suppose.

Im listening to Tongue Tied!

Im like back. (:

2008-07-11T10:45:00.001-07:00

Hello. Im finally back. Lol. School's being sucha crap. Ive got biceps now. Cos kneading of bread equals biceps. (: Finished work today. Quite bored. Dint get to see my sister because of immeran. And wea2 got promoted to team leader.

I know is random of me to say all these stuffs. But i dont know why. Everytime when i get to see him I feel as if Im not the one he really wants to see. And when i dont get to see him, Im always whinning when i will get to see him again. Quite childish huh. Like those lianz/huaz would post on their blogs. (NO OFFENCE PLEASE) I tried alot of time to erase him from my head or maybe brain. But time cant erase a feeling this strong. Im trying quite hard now. But i still dont wanna give up. Anyway it's only a matter of time. So if either one of us leaves. It's easier for me. Dear god. Please help me.

200th Post.

2008-04-04T12:25:00.000-07:00

Hello. Im deciding. I want to bake. Brownie. I found a recipe on the web and people comment that is good. I wanna make oreo brownies, Rocky road, Smores! (: BUT i hafta wake up earlier to make. Mayeb at 11am or later? Hahah. Im a pig. I wanted to try baking oreo cheesecake. Yea. If im not baking thn i think im going to town to get haivanas and rush to work. Or rot the whole day at home thn to work. Im starting 6pm tml. Bye. Oh yes im watching the ellen degenres show. She damn funneh can.

INeedOxygen.

2008-04-02T01:15:00.000-07:00

It feels good to have 2 blog. So when I have nothing better to do, I can update both. (: Work yesterday quite fun. Cos wea wea is the IC, And slack also cos raining. Had bongo wings after much craving. I still wanna have beef burger with cheese. Drools. Chew Ming and Yao huang equals entertainer. Especially chew ming. Cos he likes to makes movie out of my name. Hahaha. Baked cupcakes for them too, After their nagging of the wanna eat fruit tarts. Hahah. Bake more again next time. Back to work yesterday. Actually going supper with Benedict, Joel & Lexine. But lexine have got work the next day early in the morning so she cant stay overnight. So nvm we'll go again whenshe's free next time. I watch teevee just now and it's so cool to keep tears. I wanna keep all my tears whenever i cried.

How am i suppose
To tell you how i feel
I need oxygen.

Ella Ella eh.

2008-03-25T00:16:00.000-07:00

Oh man. Is raining now, to be exact drizzling. But I'm going tow ork later on. And Idk if my shoe will get wet anot. Hopefully not. I hope the rain gonna stop later on. Oh yea. My mom bought a new white car. Subaru, Not really nice. And she's bringing us to vivo this sunday with her white car. HAHAHAH. Yea i wanna buy clothes.Going to school tml. To help out with the event. Idk what will we be doing but hope is something i have not done before and hope i could get the recipe for it. If i want. Blogger being's sucha bitch. I can't chose the font colours and font i want it to be. Xanga's better. I can chose anything i want. Yea!

Darn.

2008-03-23T11:37:00.000-07:00

You are my baby love baby love,
You make the sun come up
ohhhhhh
You're my everything that i could dream of.

Work wasnt as fun anymore. People wasnt the same. And suckers i see when i'm suay. I'm happy and contented what i have now. Except for money, not contented at all. I have to slog (not really) cos my dad is a miser and i have to work to get extra stuffs on my own. Yea. I'm happy. For some certain song lyrics i heard. Oh yes i lost 12 bucks today. And worst of all i dont know where i lost, I think i left it either in my room, the hall's dining table. Or maybe it slipped out of my pocket when i took out my phone at the bustop. I worked today. Replace chew ming. Actually i'm replacing him tml but he's coming to work. So boo. No extra income. BYEEEEEE!

Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you

BOO!

2008-03-19T04:43:00.000-07:00

Hello. And miss donna is back here again. I know you people miss me. Okay took train to school today. And i've been noticing people buying newspaper but not reading them. Like one i saw today in the bus. I suppose his a msian. Cos of his outdated hair look and jeans. Not forgetting the strong accent he carry. He was reading the newpaper and he flipped through the pages and not reading them. HIs friend beside him asked.(In strong msia accent chinese)

Friend:You read newspaper like this?
Him: Today one not really interesting lah. And somemore i can't read certains word.
Friend: Thn what's the use of buying a newspaper?
Him: Flip through the pages and look at the photos lor. Can read a little bit only.
Friend: Waste money.
Him: You want i give you mine?
Friend: Okay and grabs the paper.

Though is only a few mins of conversation.I find it stupid. Why buy newspaper whb you don't even know how to read certains English words and just flipped through looking at the photos. I know I know. People reading this post will say. Anyway its his money so why bother so much. Yes. I'm quite bothered by it. Act class only. HAHAHAH. Put this to a end. Mdm taught us how to make banana loaf. Quite nice. I suppose my dad will liked it. My family members liked the marble and butter cake i made. Going to finish it soon. My sister is debating with my father again. And my father is singing some stupid song. Only a few sentence and he's repeating himself.

List of things i wanna get!

1) Shopping spree! Forever21 of cos.
2) Foundation and a shing lip gloss. My clinque one, i dont really like it.
3) Bags! A crumpler of cos. Shall get it after the holidays.
4) A laptop bag to keep mine,
5) Flats! Mondo one quite nice.
6) Psp. Apparently dad says his getting me one. But still have to wait.
7) Botak Jones!
8) Loads of nail polish!
9) Anna sui perfume!
10)John Cena's lego tee.
11)WWE magazine.
12)John Cena's poster
13)New phone.
14)Hoodie/ Cardigan. I want fox one.
15)Tunics/Dress
16)Shorts.
17)Jewellery, I lack of those.
18)Ikea's furniture
19)New Bras
20)New shawl
21)Rebonding again.
22)Adidas watch
23)Trip to Bangkok so i can get my LV bag!
24)Some clothes from zara
25)Havainas
26)MONEY!!!!!!!

Friends.

2008-03-03T06:03:00.000-08:00

Idk. But sometimes i find hard to trust new friends. Im friendly. Hahah. I mkae friends with people easily. But if you dont disturb me or talk bad bout me. I wont do it back to you in the same way. Put this to an end. Bye. (:

Commitment.

2008-02-25T03:49:00.000-08:00

I think i have no commitment in blogging anymore. Maybe shuhui passed me this dieases. I even have the thinking of shutting both my xanga and blogger down. Cos im lazy to post. I wont be posting often! (((:

Neglect.

2008-02-18T00:54:00.000-08:00

Neglecting is something humans would do. Be it neglecting, friends, pets or non living items. And ive been neglecting this blog. People have been neglecting me too. But who cares. Im kinda sick of my classmate. Classmate means one only. I seriously cant stand her. Bloody hell. I wont mention is who. And dont bother to ask me if you're not one of my clique. Arsehole. I wanna work. Jasber told me that next week would be holidays but im not very confirmed. I wanted to post my name to immeran saying that i can work next week like 5 days a week cos is holidays. but im not sure. Okay. I wanna ciao alrd. Bath. And sleep.

Ben&Jerry's!

2008-01-25T04:42:00.000-08:00

Hahahah. Im in Ben&Jerry's now. Having break. Shifong, Fauzi, Christine, WeaWea, Jiebin are shouting outside HI Welcome To Ben&Jerry's. Christine is like a loud hailer. Hahahah. And im eating free moo ice cream. Cheapo. But no choice. Hah. Bye people. Shuhui is being very kind to help me punch my card. (((:

Inconsolable.

2008-01-11T01:36:00.001-08:00

Apologize.

2008-01-10T22:16:00.000-08:00

Happy belated birthday to christine and hendrick!

Okay. Yesterday night went to have dinner at swensens, westmall to celebrate my dumbass bro birthday. Sickening sister gave me attitude and i scold her again. Not forgetting that i gave her a slap at night before sleep. Damn ass, she wanna lian with me. Showing me her bitch face attitude and took off the laptop in my room while im charging my mp3. Asshole. Okay, i had the usual at swensens, fish&chips. I wanted to try to soft shell crab spaggetti one, bcos my bro order it, and thn we got a coupon we have to order 3 main, so no choice gave up the soft shell crab and order a main dish. Had calamari and rodeo too! (: Bought korea ice cream too. I actually wanted to get the coated ice cream cone from swensen but the dumb ass waiter from swensen gave us the bill and forgetting the word order for ice cream. Asshole. Went home, cut the stupid cake. My dad bought secret recipe cake my my bro. I had one on my birthday too. Dad bought me a chocolate fudge cake, my dumb ass bro chose the chocolate moist cake. And please it doesnt even taste nice. He himself regretted. He say when we dine in is nice but dont know why not nice not. LIKE DUH! They place the chocolate moist cake is the warmer fridge, moist cake suppose to be warm. But we place it in a fridge, bcos we dont have a warmer. Of course not nice. Waste my father money only. $60+ fly away. Hahah.

Oh yes. I got my tool kit. All the tools are imported from france. Cost $90++ okay. Damn professional. Have to carry it to school every tue and thurs and i hope i wont have a security check at mrt stations. Bcos im carrying knife and stuffs. Have to engrave my name on the tools at the nearby police station. But i dont think i wanna waste my time. Just bring along my letter all the time can alrd. PROVIDED i rmb. If not byebye. I wanted to get the 2-in-1 steamboat and bbq thingy. Bcos got promotion. And i think im getting a new egg mixer too. bcos got promotions also. Probably getting daddy to bring me to lot one later on to get both. Bye. Im going yewtee.

And i swear.

2008-01-06T12:09:00.000-08:00

Yes. I really swear that i would go and watch WWE when they come to singapore this year or next year. Hopefully they're coming this year. Bcos i wanna see triple H, Jeff&Matt hardy, JOHN CENA! Rey mysterio and Batista! Love. I swear again. I would go.

Happy New Year! xoxo.

2008-01-01T08:37:00.000-08:00

Happy new year people. I had a great time spending new year with me Ben&Jerry's friends. We had a great time playing poker and indian poker. Drank bacardi 40% one with lemonade and i had one cup with coke one. Nice lah. Credits to joel. LOL. And they didnt allow us(The sixteen years old one) to drink when we lose. But none the less i still drank some. Bcos i wanted to taste it. Nice lah. Sweet and hot. Played card games/ drink game till 5am. Thn went down to the playgroud for blind mice. Shi fong was totally drunk. Bcos she was the one who kena the most cup and helped us drink bcos she dont want us to get drunk lol. But i wasnt drunk. Wea wea face was like totally red. Chew ming that idiot, poured the whole cup with bacardi but forgot to add in lemonade. Idiot. Drink one mouth your throat will burn. LOL. Fadzil drank alot too. Bcos its his last day alrd. Something happen to fadzil he wasnt feeling well. Went up to lexine's house to gossip! Left her house around 8am and went home. Shifong send us home. Thanks for the ride! (: Reached home, bathed and sleep. Woke up at 630pm and watch teevee. Boo the pasar malam at yew tee end alrd. So sad. Bye people.

RESULTS!

2007-12-17T06:39:00.001-08:00

Oh people im taking my results tml. So wish me luck! ((((: Im aiming for 6 points and hopefully i can get the points. Going to ITE clementi with shuhui. Bye. Pray for me people!

Down.

2007-12-13T10:47:00.000-08:00

Fuck. My phone got something wrong. I cant send message and call people. Prob, line cut off bcos i didnt pay my bill last month. Daddy getting tired of reminding me paying my own bills. Like what the hell lah im using normal plan okay not student plan and the plan prioce is 50++ and ive to pay that amount of money every month, but worst of all. My pay is not as much as what youve told. He asked me to get a new job bcos im not working for many days. But i dont want. Shit you. Im watching wrestling now. Bloody randy orton came out and kachiao Chris jericho and Umaga. Bloody. I guess im sleeping at 4am plus, it's alr 2.55am and wrestling ends at 330am. Prob staying up to write some recipes. (:

Love,Cena

2007-11-29T11:31:00.000-08:00

I love you lovely.

Hello.

2007-11-27T10:37:00.000-08:00

Hahah. Changed my blog skin. By myself okay. Proud of it. I always screw up my blog one. And ends up shuhui helps me. Okay i screw up the link there. Okay work today. FUN! There's Ruffers, Vivien, Sue, Bala, Yue xia and ashlyn. And i forgot got who alrd. Fun. Around 11 plus, Vivien,Ruffers and Yue xia gossiping. Hahah. Abt A***. Guess lah. Very easy one. (((: Ruffers darn funny. He took transport for the first time and thn he dont know where's his house address. LOL. Oh yes i baked cupcakes this afternoon bcos my sister bug me to and i thought since its holiday why not teach her some simple stuffs. I shall upload the baking process another day. I seriously dont like using blogger bcos there's like no font colour and no font size plus no font characters. Sian. Xanga is better. So im using both! (((:
Going out with shuhui tml, going to expo for john little sales and buy bra. As well as visiting yifang! HAHAH. If not for shuhui i wont know suju have a song call marry you. And i wont know who's han geng. He's hot lah. Sometimes only. But John Cena is forever my hottie! <3. Hahah. Okay going off. Bye. (:

630Am.

2007-11-23T14:30:00.000-08:00

Hah. Its now 630am, and im not sleeping. Yea. I can sleep the whole day later on. Bala the best gave me day off today. I told him i cant make it at 12pm bcos i couldnt wake up. Be it alarm or what? I need to sleep. ((((:
Tata. Im off to sleep now.

Youre at crashyourguitar.blogspot.com

2007-11-21T04:05:00.001-08:00

Hello. Im back again like how long ago. (((((:
I hate my fcuking maid. FOAD.
Okay it's been a god-knows-how-long i've blog here okay. (:

DEAD

2007-08-27T22:37:00.000-07:00

OKAY PEOPLE IM BACK HERE AT BLOGSPOT TO UPDATE A SHORT ONE THOUGH. iVE BEEN NEGLECTING MY BLOGSPOT. MY XANGA IS MUCH MORE ACTIVE. HAH. NOT REALLY. SCHOOL IS A TOTAL MESS TODAY BCOS IS RAINING THE WHOLE DAY. AND IS THE LAST PERIOD OF THE DAY! YEAH SO SCREAM. HAHAH WE'RE IN THE LAB BOW BCOS I SUGGEST TO MS NG TO BRING US TO THE LAB INSTEAD OF HAVING FREE TIME IN CLASS. HAH, THEN SHE BROUGHT THE CLASS HERE. ITS STILL RAINING NOW AND IM ABIT OF PISSED OFF. AFTER SCHOOL GOING TO CAUSEWAY TO GET MY DAMN PHONE TO SERVICING AND SHUHUI IS PAYING FOR THE CAB FARE THERE. BCOS SHE'S LAZY AND ITS RAINING LIKE MAD OUTSIDE. HAH ONLINE SHOPPING. I MIGHT GET THOSE CUTE RINGS. ((((: OKAY I SHALL STOP HERE AND TADAH. YIPEEE JAPANESE BUFFET TODAY AT FURAMA HOTEL. (((:

FUN EHHHHH!

2007-06-21T05:29:00.000-07:00

Message: 1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
` CRUSHING.

2) Are you happy with where you are?
` YES.

3) When you meet the right person, do
you fall fast?
` YES.
.
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
` ERMMMMMM?

5) Do you believe that there are
certain circumstances where if they
cheated on you and you are planning to
dump them then
` I DONT KNOW.

6) Would you ever take someone back if
they cheated on you?
` ERMMMM. I DONT KNOW.

7) Have you talked about marriage with
another person?
` HAHAHAH. EYAH WITH SHUHUI

8) Do you want children?
` I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE PLEASEEEE.

9) How many?
` 2.

11) If somebody liked you right now,
what do you think is a cool way to let
you know?
` CALL ME OR FACE TO FACE.

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
` ERMMMMM... SOMETIMES.

13) Do you want someone you cant have?
` OBVIOSULY YES.

14)Do you believe love at first sight
exists?
` YES.

15) Do you believe in celebrating
anniverseries?
` MAYBE.

16) Do you believe that you can change
someone?
` NO SURE.

17) If you could get married anywhere,
where would it be?
` USA! (:

18) Do you have feelings for someone
right now?
` YEAH 2 YEARS, 3 MONTHS AND 4 DAYS.

19) Have you ever wished you could've
had someone but you couldnt?
` YAH DUH!

20) Have you ever broken a heart?
` NOPE. I'M A GOOD GIRL.

21) Would you ever fight over a
guy/girl?
` WHEN THE TIME COMES I'LL TELL YOU. (:

HAHHHH AGAIN! (:

2007-06-21T05:24:00.000-07:00

[ how do u feel if.. ]

[1]ur bestie kips talkin abt ur bf?
** PISS OFF, BUT HAPPY.

[2]ur bestie gets more attention den u?
** I'LL KILL HER. NO LAH. MAYBE TELL HER?

[3]ur parents treat ur siblings better?
** EQUALLY.

[4]ur friends tells u tat ur bf is
cute but a jerk?
** WHAT MAKES YOU SAY THAT?

[5]ur bf's friend tells u tat
he/she likes u?
** L-O-V-E!

[6]his parents dun like u?
** I DONT KNOW.

[7]ur friend got together wif ur ex?
** CONGRATS.

[8]ur bf dump u bcoz of a 3rd party?
** F UCK OFF AND DIE BITCH.

[9]ur bf dun like u to go clubbing?
** ASK HE TO ACC ME THERE.

[10]ur bf became friends wif ur ex?
** ITS UNPREDICTABLE.

[11]ur enemy tells u tat ur bf is her
ex?
** SO WHAT?

[12]ur bf happens to be very
popular?
** ARGGGG, WHAT CAN I DO?

[13]ur most valuable item was stolen?
** I'LL GO BERSERK AND CRAZY LIKE AFIQAH.

[14]ur bestie follows ur dressing?
** WHATEVER.

[15]e one u cut n paste tis frm is
more popular den u?
** HAHAHAH. YEAH. SHE'S HOTTTTT?

HELLO!

2007-06-21T05:19:00.000-07:00

Okay xanga is down, so i use blogger for the time being. I have the habit of doing survey now, directed by aishah. She influence me! (:

1. When you looked at yourself in the
mirror today, what was the first thing
you thought?
MY GOD, THERE'S A HUGE BLOODY RED PIMPLES.

2. How much cash do you have on you?
* $9?

3. What's a word that rhymes
with "TEST"
* I DONT KNOW.

4. Favorite planet?
* MARS.

5. Who is the 4th person on your
missed call list on your cell phone?
* AFIQAH.

6. What is your favorite ring on your
phone?
* JUST SO YOU KNOW.

7. What shirt are you wearing?
* HAH. HOUSE TEE.

8. Do you "label" yourself?
* NOPE. YEAH YEAH ASSHOLE. LOL.

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're
currently wearing.
* I'M IN THE HOUSE. SO NO SHOE.

10. Bright or Dark Room?
* BRIGHT. I LOVE BRIGHT.

11. What do you think about the last
person who took this survey?
* HAH. MAYBE IS AISHAH? HOT?

13. What were you doing at midnight
last night?
* WATCHING TEE VEE.

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
* YEW TEE.

16. What's a saying that you use a
lot?
* F U CK, ASSHOLE, GO AND DIE.

17.Who told you they loved you last?
* NO ONE.

18. Last furry thing you touched?
* I FORGOT. I HATE FURRY STUFF.

19. How Many Drugs Have You Done In
The Past three Days?
* NOPE. I'M A GOOD GIRL.

20. How many rolls of film do you need
to get developed?
* NONE. I USE DIGI CAM NOW.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
*16?

22. Your worst enemy?
* HB!

23. What is your current desktop
picture?
* JESSE ,MCCARTNEY! HOTTTTTTT

24. What was the last thing you said
to someone?
* I FORGOT.

25. If you had to choose between a
million bucks or to be able to fly,
which would you choose?
* OBVIOSULY MILLION DOLLAR.

26. Do you like someone?
* YES 2 YEARS, 3 MONTHS AND 4 DAYS.

27. The last song you listened to?
* ELLA ELLA EH EH EH UNDER MY UMBRELLA! (:

HIATUS! (:

2007-06-05T22:38:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE I'M BACK FROM THE SUPER LONG HIATUS. (: BORING, DOING NOTHING AT HOME, I FEEL LIKE EATING LJS! ): OKAY DIDNT WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY, LAZY PLUS SICK. YES SICK. BLOODY NOSE. THE SKIN IS DROPING OFF. NOT GOING TO WORK TOO, FADZIL ASK ME TO REST AT HOME AND COME BACK TO WORK WHEN I'M FINE. OKAY I THINK I GOING BACK TO WORK THIS WEEKEND. FRI GOING TO CELEBRATE CLIQUE 2 BIRTHDAY SEOUL GARDEN! (: HAHAHAHHHH. I THINK I'M NEGLECTING MY BLOG. I WANNA CHANGE BLOGSKIN BUT TOO LAZY I THINK. WTH LAH. I'M A BLOGGER IDIOT. I THINK XANGA IS BETTER. FINE FINE FINE. I WANNA BUY THE NEW FLAVOUR STRAWBERRY KIWI SORBET, JIE BIN LET ME TRY THAT DAY AFTER I FINISH WORK BUT I DIDNT BOUGHT THAT FLAVOUR I GUESS I'M GETTING THE STRAWBERRY KIWI SMOOTHIE. I STILL PREFER MY MANGO LIME SORBET, AND YES BERRY BERRY IS NICE TOO. (: I LOVE AMERICAN PIE ICE CREAM. SHUHUI WANNA GO NS ANOT? HAHAHH I'M WORKING ON SAT IF I'M NOT WRONG CAN GO AND VISIT ME. (: YES ENDURE FOR 2 MORE DAY AND DNT IS OFFICIALLY OVER, I HATE DNT HOW I WISH OUR SCHOOL CAN CHOSE THE SUBJECTS WE WANNA TAKE. MOST OF THE SCHOOL CAN CHOSE WANT LAH. I HATE DNT! AND YES I NEED MONEY $$$$$ (: I'VE BEEN TAKING MONEY FROM DAD AND HE QUITE UNHAPPY ABOUT IT BECAUSE I TAKE FROM HIM EVERYDAY AND HE'S LIKE NAGGING ME IF YOU WANT MONEY MUST EARN FOR IT, YES I'M EARNING FROM IT NOW LAH. CAN I HAVE MY MONEY PLEASEEEEEE? OKAY HAVE TO SAVE UP. FOR DADDY DAY, I DONT KNOW WHAT I'M GETTING FOR HIM, I'M GETTING THE COFFEE FROM YF AND I'M BUYING A GIFT FOR HIM, HE DONT WEAR CHEAP WATCHES AND I DONT HAVE MONEY TO BUY THE OVER TEN THOUSAND DOLLAR WATCH FOR HIM, AND HE GOT A FEW OF THOSE WATCHES, PLUS I DONT HAVE MONEY TO GET HIM A CAR?(THAT PRETTY OBVIOUS!!!) I CAN ONLY GET HIMA PINT OF B&J ICE CREAM BUT I THINK ITS QUITE CHEAP OR MAYBE TREAT HIM TO THE SUKI SUSHI BUFFEET HE LOVES SASHIMI! (: HAHAHHH. OKAY SHALL END HERE I'M SUPER BORED PEOPLE.1 (: BYEBYE!

HECTIC! (:

2007-05-17T05:40:00.000-07:00

OKAY SOME SONGS TO LISTEN ONE OF MY HOTTIE SONG,
OKAY WENT TO YIFANG HOUSE TODAY WITH SHUHUI AND FUN LAH
WE USED THE COMP AND WATCH LOADS OF CRAPPY AND FUNNY VIDEOS
THEN WE WENT TO THE LIVING ROOM AND TOOK LOADS OF PHOTOS. ITS AT YF BLOG.
THEN WE PLAYED THE PIANO I THINK I'M TAKING UP PIANO LESSONS AFTER Ns.
THEN WE TALK AND CRAP AROUND THERE AND THE PRO YF PLAYED PIANO
PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT OKAY YIFANG! (:
THEN WENT TO HER ROOM AND DRAW HER WHITEBOARD
AND THEN WENT HOME, I WALKED HOME,
WHILE SHUHUI CHASE THE BUS. LOL. (:
I THINK I'M GONNA CHANGE THIS BLOGSKIN. DUMB BLOGGER. (:
I STILL PREFER MY XANGA.
BYEBYE PEOPLE.

MOTHER DAY COOKIE FOR SALES!

2007-05-05T07:17:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE, PLEASE GO TO MY XANGA AND SEE THE MOTHER DAY COOKIES I'M SELLING. THERE IS A DRAFT PICTURE OF IT, NOT EXACTLY THE SAME. ONE PIECE ID FOR 60CENTS MINIMUM ORDER IS 5 PIECE. LAST DAY OF ORDER IS 12 MAY. TIME AND DATE WILL BE CONFIRM AFTER THE CONFIRMATION OF THE ORDER. WORDINGS ARE FREE OF CHARGE.

WWW.XANGA.COM/ROCKTHEASS

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo

2007-05-03T04:10:00.000-07:00

I KIND OF HATE BLOGGER NOW. I DONT KNOW WHY? BECAUSE I CANT CHOSE THE FONT AND THE SIZE I WANT. BLOODY SHit LAH.... WHAT THE HELL. OKAY MAYBE I'M CONSIDERING OF DELETING AWAY THIS BLOG. BUT THIS IS LIKE THE 171 POST ALRD LAH. I'M KIND OF "SHE BU DE" HAHAHAHHHHH. WENT TO NAT PLACE TODAY TO COLLECT THE CUPCAKES. OMG HER CUPCAKES ARE THE SUNSHINE WHO MELTS MY HEART LAH. SHE CAN REALLY CAPTURED A MAN STOMACH MAN. OKAY MATHS PAPER2 AND TCECHNICAL STUDIES PAPER TML. I THINK I'M GONNA FAIL BOTH PAPER. I HATE MATHS AND I HATE TECHNICAL STUDIES SO ERMM I DONT BOTHER. I KNOW. BUT WHAT DOES DIPOLMA OF PASTRY AND BAKING COURSE CONCERN ABT TECHINCAL STUDIES? AS IF I'M USING SCREW AND METAL TO MAKE PASTRY AND LEARN HOW TO BAKE? USING ARCYLIC? NO THESE ARE NOT GONNA HELP ME. AND YEAH YEW TEE IS GOING TO HAVE A PASAR MALAM I THINK NEXT WEEK? AND I'M RETURNING TO JBP TO RETURN MY UNIFORMS EVERYTHING. KINDA MISS THE PLACE. I MEAN ERM FOOD? HAHAHHHH GOING TO ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TO INTERVIEW TML. YOU SEE I JUST HAVE TO TAKE ONE BUS TO ZOOOOOOOOOOO. WHILE I HAVE TO TAKE 3 BUS TO JBPPPPPPPPPP. I THINK I LET SO MANY PEOPLE DOWN THERE? I DONT KNOW. BECAUSE I TOLD THEM I WANTED TO WORK AT LEAST 2 YEARS THERE. BUT OH GOD KNOWS WHAT'S HAPPENING. OKAY I'M GONNA TEACH SHUHUI TO BAKE AFTER THE EXAMS? FOR A SUPRISE!!!! HAHAHAHH NOT GOING TO TELL NOW. LTE ALL OF YOU TO GUESS. PROBERBLY TEACHING HER SOME CHOCOLATE SPONGE CAKE OR THING? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. I WANNA DINE IN AT NEW YORK NEW YORK LAH CHUA SHUHUIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! WHO WANNA GO AND HAVE NEW YOYRK NEW YORK WITH ME? SHUI SHI FENG PEI. AND GLUTTON BAY TOO! HAHAHH BUKIT TIMAH IS FINE WITH ME TOO. LOLLLLLL I THINK I HAVE A VERY GOOD SENSE OF HUMOUR. I DONT KNOW WHY. OKAY BYEBYE!

YOU MAKES ME GO LALALLALALA

HELLO!

2007-04-30T03:40:00.000-07:00

ITS LABOUR DAY TML THAT MEANS NO SCHOOL. SIS IS TEACHING ME PHYICS TONIGHT. AND MATHS TML OR WED. HAHAH SHE CAN STUDY OKAY, DONT SEE HER FACE LIKE AH-LIAN BUT SHE GOT THE WHOLE LEVEL WITHIN THE TOP 20! HAHAH! GOING TO TOWN WITH SIS TML, GETTING HER TOP AND ACC HER TO CUT HER HAIR. I MAKE MY HAIR TODAY, LIKE IT. BUT I BET A FEW DAYS LATER IT WILL GO BACK TO ITS ORIGINAL SHAPE. I DONT CARE I'M DOING REBONDING DURING THE JUNE HOLIDAYS! AND OH YES I BOUGHT CURRY PUFFS WITH SHUHUI JUST NOW. AND ITS NOT NICE AT ALL LAH, THE PASTRY SKIN IS TOO THICK WHILE THE FILLING IS SO LESS. I THREW IT AWAY. I KNOW WASTED. HAHAH BYEBYE CAN GO TO MY XANGA TO SEE MORE!

HELLO! (:

2007-04-23T21:53:00.000-07:00

OKAY DIDNT WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY, NOT FEELING WELL. HAD FLU AND HEADACHE YESTERDAY AT THE START OF THE DAY DURING EXAMS WAS FEELING VERY PAIN UP IN MY NOSE! SHIT! I HATE SENSITIVE NOSE LAH! OKAY WENT TO SECRET RECIPE WITH CLIQUE YESTERDAY AND HAD CAKES AT IM OUTLET. BEING STUPID WE TOOK MANY SPASTIC PHOTOS AND PLAYED AND ACT LIKE THE KOREAN SCHOOL KILLER RECENTLY HAPPENED IN THE USA. SHUHUI WAS ERMM OKAY DUMB. SHE PUT HER SCHOOL TIE AT HER FOREHEAD AND POSE THE GUN ACTION SAYING YOU FORCE ME TO DO THAT. MAKE HELL LOAD OF NOISE THERE AND KEPT ON SAYING THE WRONG WORDS WE SAID LAST TIME. OKAY THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY POST AGAIN OTHER TIME! BYEBYE! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!

2007-04-21T09:07:00.000-07:00

SLEEP SLEEP AND SLEEP!
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LET'S TOAST!
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OKAY THESE M&M ARE SUPER NICE!
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I WAS SO BORED SITTING THERE!
TODAY WAS GRANDMA'S BIRTHDAY, OKAY WOKE UP IN THE MORNING AT 9AM AND BAKED COOKIES FOR GRANDMA'S BIRTHDAY, AFTER THAT SLACKED AWHILE AND WENT TO MEET SHUHUI AND FIQAH AT YEW TEE THEN THE 3 OF US WENT TO IKEA CANT TAKE MUCH PHOTOS BECASUE THERE WAS A LADY THERE AND SHE SAID NO PHOTOS WERE ALLOWED, I BOUGHT A PACKET OF MARKTE CUM STAMP FOR ONLY $1.90 VERY CHEAP CAN LAH! THEN WENT TO BK AND SLACK. I SWEAR I WAS FRIGHTEN BY THE BIRDS BECAUSE THEY WERE FLYING IN AND OUT, AND ONE FLEW ABOVE MY HEAD, WENT TO ANCHOR POINT TO BOUGHT MY CAKE, I TOLD THE WAITER THAT I WANT A CHOCOLATE MARSHMELLOW, BUT HE GAVE ME A CHOCOKATE BANANA! DAMN BUT OKAY LAH, ITS A SECRET RECIPE CAKE. OKAY DADDY STILL OWN ME ONE SLICE OF IT, CAB HOME AND IT WAS RAINING HEAVILY, AUNT CAME TO FETCH US AND WENT TO GRANDMA'S HOUSE AFTER THAT WE WENT TO SAFRA AT TAMPINESS AND WE ATE SAKURA BUFFET, I SAW DEXTER HE WAS LIKE SO SUPER CUTE HE KEPT ASKING ME HOW COME THE SWIMMING POOL LIGHTS WERE OFF. BECAUSE I CARRIED HIM TO THE SWIMMING POOL AREA SIDE. AUNT BOUGHT US HOME, V TIRED BATH AND USED THE COM. I DECIDE TO BAKE SOME COOKIES OR CUPCAKES. HAHAHH SO BORED! (: OKAY PHOTOS!

FCUK FCUK AND FCUK AGAINNNNNNNNN

2007-04-19T03:34:00.000-07:00

FCUKING SHIT! BLOODY HELL YOU CAN GO AND DIE WITH THE BIRTH CERT. FCUKER, LIFE SEEMS TO SCREW UP FOR ME, I REALLY DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO? GOING TO SCHOOL IS LIKE SUCH AN TROUBLESOME THING, IF NOT FOR THE SAKE OF THE BLOODY N LVL CERT, I DONT EVEN FEEL LIKE STUDYING? WHAT DOES ALL THESE DO WITH MY LIFE LATER ON, THOUGH I KNOW SOME REALLY HELP LIKE MATHS, ENG AND CHINESE OF COURSE BUSINESS SKILLS. I'M SETTING UP AN CAFE NOT A BANK OR WHAT?I LOVE WORKING TILL LATE NIGHT AND SLEEP TILL THE AFTERNOON. WHO DONT? I AM SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING. THERE ARE BITCHES IN THE SCHOOL EVERYWHERE I GO. I HATE THIS AND I HATE. I HATE, I KOW I'VE BEEN HARSH BUT I COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE, BURDENS ARE HEAVY AND I KNEW I'M ALWAYS A CHEERFUL TO PEOPLE, BUT WHO WHO COULD REALLY UNDERSTAND ME? NO ONE, I KNOW MY DAD UNDERSTANDS ME BUT HE IS ALWAYS OUT. AND GET TO TALK TO HIM IN THE CAR OR SOMETYIMES DURING DINNER, WE CAN CLICK, BUT I REALLY HATE THIS TYPE OF LIFE. I HATE IT. I KNOW I'M BEEN EMO NOW BUT WHO WHO COULD REALLY UNDERSTAND ME WELL? NO ONE. WHATEVER I DO PEOPLE COMMENT ME BUT DID THEY COMMENT ME WHEN I DID THE RIGHT THING? NO! I KNOW I'M BEING PETTY SOMETIMES BECAUSE I REALLY HATE BEEN LEFT OUT AND I KNOW OTHERS ARE BEING LEFT OUT TOO. WHAT CAN I DO? PEOPLE SEES ME AS THE BAD ONE, BUT DO THEY SEE ME WHEN I'M GOOD? NO. I HATE I HATE I HATE. I WANNA WORK TILL LATE NIGHT AND WAKE UP IN THE LATE AFTERNOON IN THE JUNE HOLIDAYS. GET A GRIP I KNOW. I SHOULD. I'M SIMPLY PISS.

SUPER SUPER SUPER HAPPY!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-17T04:40:00.000-07:00

OKAY I WAS SO HAPPY THIS MORNING BUT THE WHOLE THOUGH! I SAW HIM HIM AND AGAIN HIM. OKAY I WAS SO FREAKING HAPPY LAH. ACTUALLY I DIDNT KNEW IT. BUT WHEN I WAS WALKING HALF WAY AND TALKING , SHUHUI WAS LIKE OMG!! I WAS SHOCK! HOW COME MY WORDS MAKES HER SAY OMG? THN I LOOK IN FRONT AND I KNEW WHAT SHE MEANS. OKAY FREAKING HAPPYU. DIDNT SAW HIM FOR AGES. I EVEN SAY HI AND MORNING TO THE SERCURITY GUARD AND SOME RANDOM STUDENTS I SAW. OKAY LESSONS WAS BORED TODAY. BUT A GOOD PIECE OF NEWS! MR MICHEAL WAS PROMOTED TO A HIGHER RANK AND HE IS COLLECTING HIS CERT AT 2PM IN THE AFTERNOON JUST NOW. AND THERE ARE EVEN REPORTERS COMING TO OUR MATHS CLASS AND TOOK PHOTOS AND WE'RE GOING TO BE ON THE NEWSPAPRE TML! YEAH. I REALLY LIKE HIM TO BE MY MATHS TEACHER! HE'S A VERY GOOD TEACHER YOU SEE. AND HE CHOSE OUR CLASS TO BE INTERVIEWED INSTEAD OF THE EXPRESS CLASS! HE'S SUCH A GOOD TEACHER YOU SEE! AND HE EVEN BOUGHT CURRYPUFFS FOR OUR MATHS GROUP YESTERDAY. HOW GOOD CAN A TEACHER BE? OKAY ENOUGH. HAD ENG AND ITS TOTAL BORED I MEAN WHICH ENG LESSONS CAN BE INTERESTING WITH MRS ONG? I PREFER MS GOH. END OF SCHOOL. AND THEN WENT TO ONE RANDOM PLACE AT CITYHALL. WENT TO COLLECT FREE ICE CREAM! ITS FREE CONE DAY TODAY. AND THEIR STANDARD WAS LIKE LOUSY YOU SEE. HAPPY PEOPLE COMPANY WEAR SHORTS AND CAN CHOSE TO WEAR HAT AND THN DIDNT EVEN WEAR MASK. SEE AND THEIR SCOOPS ARE NOT EVEN 1.5OZ LAH! STANDARD SCOOPS SHOULD BE 3OZ THEY THOUGHT I AM JUST AN ODINARY SCHOOL GIRL. I WORK AT BEN AND JERRY'S OKAY! OKAY QUEUE UP FOR 3 TIMES AND THE HAPPY PEOPLE'S CREWS WAS LIKE GOSSIPING ABT ME AND CLIQUE FOR QUEUEING 3 TIMES I MEAN THERE ARE MANY OTHER PEOPLE DOING THAT TOO OKAY. AND I DECIDED TO RESIGN. AND GO BACK TO THE PLACE I BELONG. I WILL SURELY MISS MY FRIENDS THERE. ANS SAKAE SUSHI TREAT THIS FRI! YEAH. DAD IS BRINGING US TO SWENSEN DONT KNOW WHEN I THINK TML OR THURS? I WANNA TRY ITS NEW MENU. UNLIKE BRO ALWAYS FISHN CHIPS! OKAY TIME TO GO BYEBYE!

SIANSATION!!!!!

2007-04-15T06:53:00.000-07:00

OKAY I AM SO DAMN BORED NOW LAH! NOBODY'S ONLINE TO TALK TO ME! OKAY WENT TO MEET SHUHUI IN THE AFTERNOON AND WE BOUGHT CLOTHES WHICH ONLY COST PATHETIC $5 SUPER DUPER CHEAP AND GUESS WHAT'S THE BRAND? OLD NAVY!!!!!! DAMN CHEAP RIGHT (: I BOUGHT A WHITE COLOUR LONG SELVE ONE, SO THAT I CAN WEAR ON THE OUTSIDE AND THE TOPSHOP SELVELESS ON THE OUTSIDE! THIS IS THE TREND NOW OKAY! MET AFIQAH AT LIBRARY AND THE BOTH OF THEM WAS STUDYING AND I WAS DOING THE SAME OLD THING. COPYING DOWN RECIPES. THN WE WENT TO TOUR AROUND LOT ONE AND THEN WENT HOME. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT HOW STUPID MY SIS AND MY BRO WOULD FOUGHT FOR A STUPID COMPUTER! DARN!!! OKAY BYEBYE I HAVE NOTHING TO POST.

SPORTS DAY! (:

2007-04-13T06:36:00.000-07:00

OKAY THESE 2 THINKS THAT THEY ARE AMUSING!

SUPER CLEAN AFTER FINISHING IT AHAHAH!

MY HANDMADE ICE CREAM ICE KACANG SUPER NICE!

OKAY SPORTS DAY TODAY MET THE REST OF THE CLIQUE, AISHAH WAS LATE AS USUAL BUT LUCKILY WE ARE NOT LATE, RED HOUSE GOT THE 4TH POSITION THIS YEAR, BUT NVM I THINK WE CAN DO WELL AGAIN NEXT YEAR! HAD FUN DURING SPORTS DAY, I WAS KINDA CHEERLEADER AT THE LAST. WANTED TO LOST MY VOICE BUT DIDNT LOSE SADLY ): OKAY AFTER SPORTS DAY MET GUIDES AT BUKIT GOMBAK MRT STATION, I BOUGHT THE M&M DARK CHOCOLATE SUPER DUPER NICE! OKAY WENT TO CAUSEWAY SEOULGEARDEN TO FEAST! ATE TILL VERY FULL HALFWAY ALK AND MINGXIAN CAME! OKAY ALK WAS FUNNY. HE ASKED ME"DONNA CAN I HAVE YOUR HOTDOG". I THINK THAT'S FUNNY. OKAY ATE AND ATE TILL VERY FULL. WHILE THE LOLLY DINT THINK ITS FULL ENOUGH, I WENT TO TOWN WITH LOLLY! (: WANTED TO FIND MY PUMPS BUT THN THEY WASNT ANY NICE WANT THERE, SO DIDNT BOUGHT ANY PUMPS, BOUGHT A BANGLE AND A TOPSHOP TOP, THE ONE THAT I ACTUALLY HAD BUT I BOUGHT DIFFERENT COLOUR ONLY. SUPER FUNNY! DIDNT FOUND ANY TOP I LIKE. SAD! OKAY WENT HOME, HAD DINNER BATH AND THEN HERE I AM. SERIOUSLY I DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO TML. I DONT WANNA STAY AT HOME, STAYING AT HOME IS BORED! SUPER BORED. I DONT WANNA SPEND HOURS PLAYING THE COMP. MAYBE I'LL CONSIDER BAKING OREO CHEESECAKE TML OR JUST SOME RANDOM CAKES! OKAY BYE BYE! (:

HELLO (:

2007-04-12T07:09:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE I AM BACK AGAIN, AFTER FROM THE HIASTUS I'VE GONE FOR A FEW DAYS, OKAY THERE ARE SOME IRRITATING PEOPLE WHO LIKES TO COME TO PEOPLE'S BLOG AND SPAM PEOPLE'S TAG BOARD AND THN THREATEN PEOPLE OH MAN PLS THIS IS MY BLOG THAT PEROSN WOULDNT LIKE IF SHE/HE HAVE A BLOG AND PEOPLE SPAM HIM/HER CRITISING HER LOOKS OR HER DAILY PERSONAL LIFE LIKE PHOTOS. HEY THAT'S MY OWN FCUKING PROB IF I LIKES TO TAKE SPASTIC PHOTOS UNLIKE THEM DONT DARE TO QUOTE DOWN THEIR NAMES AND TALKING COCK HERE AND THERE. THEY THOUGHT BY DOING THAT WILL MAKES ME SCARE OR WHAT LAH. BOOHOO I'M SO SCARE LAH! AND PLS LAH THEY THOUGHT BY DOING IT WILL MAKES THEIR FRIEND HAPPY OR WHAT BUT PLS THIS IS OUR OWN PERSONAL PROBS DONT NEED AN OUTSIDER WHO DONT KNOWS ANYHTHING TO COME TO PEOPLE'S BLOG AND SPAM SPAM SPAM. I THINK THAT PERSON HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO LAH! OKAY WENT TO THE VBALL NATIONAL FINALS TODAY, DUE TO MR MICHEAL PEACOCK'S REQUEST AND WE GOT A BUS YEAH! OUR B BOYS LOSE BY 3 POINTS BUT THEY ARE ALWAYS CHAMPION IN OUR HEART LAH. AFIQAH AND I WAS SI8MPLY GOING CRAZY ABT SHUHUI'S COUSIN IN THE B BOYS LAH! HE MAMAGE TO SPIKE THE BALL YOU KNOW. AND WE SCREAM AS IN NOBODY BUSINESS, AND HER COUSIN WAS KIND ENOUUGH TO LIKE GREET US WHEN WE SAY HELLO DURING SCHOOL HOURS AND TODAY DURING RECESS WE SAW HIM AND I SHOUTED JIAYOU~~ HAHAHH HE ACTUALLY SMILED AND NOD HIS HEAD, THAT'S THE WAY OF COURTESY. SEE! VLEE WAS NOT SO MAD ABT LOSING THE GAME LAH ACTUALLY! AND I SAW SHIN YEE'S PAPA, DURING THE MATCH HE WAS WALKING ALL AROUND THE PLACE LAH! I DINT EVEM HAVE THE CHANCE TO GO DOWN AND SAY HI TO HIM AFTER THE MATCH. AND WE SAW CATHOLIC HIGH VS XINMIN SEC CAT HIGH WON. I REALLY HOPE THAT OUR SCHOOL CAN GET INTO THE NATIONAL'S FINAL LAH! OKAY TML SPORT'S DAY AND I HOPE RED HOUSE CAN BE THE CHAMPION, WE GOT THE FIRST PLACE LAST YEAR! AND I HOPE THIS YEAR TOO, OH MAN MY TROAT IS BURNING NOW. SO PAIN BUT I LIKE. I WANT MANLY VOICE! OKAY GUIDES OUTING TML AT SEOUL GARDEN! YEAH! (: GOODNIGHT GTG! (:

HELLO! (:

2007-04-08T03:31:00.000-07:00

ALIFF AND ME! (:

OKAY DUNEARN CAMPFIRE YESTERDAY, VERY FUN. I HOPE THE RAFFLES INSTITUTION ONE WILL BE MUCH BETTER! OKAY THERE'S A PHOTO OF ME AND A RANDOM SCOUTS I KNEW FROM THE CAMPFIRE. OKAY IT HAPPEN LIKE THIS, AFTER AFIQAH,SHUHUI AND ME WENT TO THE TOILET, WE WAS WALKING TOWARDS OUT SEAT AND THEN THERE'S A MALAY SCOUTS JUMPED OUT AND DANCE IN FRONT OF ME WHILE I AM JUST STANDING THERE DOING NOTHING. OKAY SAW HIM AT THE "DANCEFLOOR" AND DANCED TOGETHER, TOOK PHOTO ALSO HE'S FORM HONGKAH SEC IF I'M NOT WRONG (: THIS IS A AWESOME CAMPFIRE I SUPPOSE. OKAY VISIT MY XANGA AND READ MORE ABOUT IT (: TATA!

WWW.XANGA.COM/ROCKTHEASS

LONG CUTOFF!

2007-04-06T07:54:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE! I AM LIKE BACK AGAIN, AFTER THE LONG INTERNET CUT OFF. IT JUST SHUCKS. OKAY I UPLOAD LOADS OF PHOTO FOR ALL OF YOUR OUT THERE TO SEE! AND I AM GOING TO MAKE A XANGA ACC MAYBE LATER. OF COURSE TODAY IS EASTER DAY AND I SPEND MY EARLY MORNING QUEUING UP FOR DONUTS WITH AISHAH AT THE DONUT FACTORY. I REACHED THERE LIKE AROUND 10.55AM? AND THE QUEUE IS ALRD TILL THE SPECS SHOP. WAITED FOR AN HOUR PLUS AND THN FINALLY BOUGHT DONUTS! HELPED MUM TO BUY HALF DOZEN TOO. AFTER THAT WENT TO VIVO WITH AISHAH AND WE WENT TO OUR FAVOURITE PLACE TOPSHOP AND FOREVER21, SAW LOADS OF NICE NICE CLOTHES AND GOOD TO TELL YOU THAT I BOUGHT A TOPSHOP TOP YESTERDAY WITH CLIQUE, HAHAH I COMPLAIN TO DAD THAT I HAD NOT ENOGUH CLOTHES TO WEAR. AND THN SAW REALLY LOADS OF NICE CLOTHES LAH. I WANT TO BUT THE $66 3/4 SELEVES AND ITS SUPER NICE! OKAY I'M GETTING A JACKET NEXT WEEK PREFERBLY TOPSHOP ONE. OR MAYBE THE FOREVER21 THAT I'VE TRIED FEW WEEKS AGO. OKAY WE WENT TO TOWN ON THURSDAY AFTER SCHOOL WITH CLIQUES AND WE WENT TO ALOT OF PLACES IN TOWN AND WE BROKE RECORD WE ATE LONG JOHN FOR THE WHOLE WEEK. AND I ATE LONG JOHN TODAY TOO! IT'S UNRESISTABLE. HAHAHH OH YES HAD ENROLMENT PARTY CUM CEREMONY LAST WEEK, I BAKED COOKIES FOR GUIDES AND I'M HAPPY THAT I GOT BACK RESPONE THAT DONNA YOUR COOKIES TASTE LIKE FAMOUS AMOS, DONNA YOUR COOKIES WAS AWESOME,NICE,DELICIOUS.... AND I WAS ELATED! I SPEND LIKE 3 HOURS DOING THOSE. AND REALLY HAPPY TO GOT BACK RESPONE FORM THEM LIKE THAT MY COOKIES WAS THE FIRST TO SWEPT OUT WITHIN HALF AN HOURS AND MIND YOU I BAKED 100++ PIECES OF COOKIES. OKAY BAINA'S GRANDMUM'S MEE SIAM IS SUPERB TOO BUT ITS TOO SPICY. SCHOOL'S SCREW, REALLY HATED SCHOOL. I DONT KNOW WHY, DONT FEEL LIKE STUDYING ANYMORE REALLY SCHOOL'S SHIT! BUT I LOVE WU ZHONG! SHUHUI I'M WAITING FOR THE WINDBREAKER! OKAY LOLLY REALLY LOOKS GOOD ON THE TOPSHOP TOP LAH IT LOOKS BEAUTIFUL ON HER I STRONGLY AGREE THAT SHE SHOULD BUY IT! SHE SHOUDL BUY IT. HAHAH OH YES I'M DOING CHOCOLATES MAYBE TML OR MAYBE SUNDAY FOR CLIQUES AND SOME OTHER PEEPS IN SCHOOL. I DRAGGED DAD TO RAILWAY MALL YESTERDAY NIGHT TO COLD STORAGE I WANTED TO BUY MY EASTER CHOCOLATE EGGS AND THE INGREDIENTS FOR THE CHOCOLATE AND MIND YOU I SPEND MEARLY $25 FOR THE CHOCOLATES AND MY DAD DIDNT SCOLD ME AT ALL AND IMAGINE HE PARKED OUTSIDE THE COLD STORAGE LIKE OTHER ANY PEOPLE WHO PARKED THERE, THERE'S ACTUALLY ONE BLOODY WOMAN WHO HIT HER TROLLEY AT MY DAD'S CAR AND HIS CAR IS DENTED IN LAH BLOODY BITCH! MY DAD DIDNT CARE BUT HE SCOLDED AND CURSE THE WOMAN IN THE CAR, THE CONVERSATION GOES LIKE THESE:
DONNA: HOW COME THE WOMAN'S TROLLEY WILL GO CRASHING INTO YOUR CAR?
DAD: THERE'S ACTUALLY A SMALL SLOPE THERE AND THAT WOMAN JUST PUSH HER TROLLEY DOWN
DONNA: THEN? WHAT DID YOU SAY?
DAD: I DIDNT SAID ANYTHING BUT THE WOMAN TOLD ME THAT I SHOULDNT PARKED MY CAR HERE
DONNA: BUT MANY OTHERS ARE DOING IT TOO AND I DONT SEEMS WHY OTHERS CAN WHILE U CANT
DAD: SHE'S A WOMAN WITH NO BRAINS STUPID WOMAN.
DONNA: WHY DIDNT YOU SAY HER BACK? LIKE I DIDNT ASKED YOU FOR COMPENSATE ALRD VGOOD
DAD: AIYA NVM LAH A FEW MORE YEARS LATER I ALSO HAVE TO CHANGE CAR.
DONNA: CAN YOU DENT THE CAR OUT? SINCE THE CAR IS DENTED IN
DAD: CANNOT LAHHHHH!
DONNA: IF I WERE THERE WITH THE WOMAN I CONFIRM CURSE HER TO THE CORE.
DAD: DONT GO DOWN TO HER LEVEL AND QUARREL WITH HER. LATER SHE SAY I'M NOT AN GENTLEMAN LAH. YOU KNOW SINGAPOREANS.
DONNA: &*$$%^%!@$#& I START SCOLDING THE WOMAN.
DAD: THATS WHY I SAY THIS TYPE OF PEOPLE NO BRAINS
DONNA: THIS I CANT DISAGREE WITH YOU.
DAD: AIYA DONT CARE ABT HER ALRD LAH.
DONNA: I HOPE HER CAR GOT CRASH OR SHE WALK HALFWAY HER GROCERIES BAG WILL HAVE AN HOLE AND HER STUFFS WILL COME DROPPING OUT!!!
DAD: HOPEFULLY.
AND DAD BOUGHT A PACKET OF MARS CHOCOLATES EASTER EGGS FROM HIS OFFICE THERE.
HAHAH BECAUSE I DEMAND FROM HIM THAT HE SHOULD GET US AN LEAST SOME CHOCOLATES EGGS.
I AM SO TIRED TODAY SUPER TIRED I THINK I'M GONNA SLEEP TILL LATE TML MORNING LIKE A LOG!GOODBYE EVERYONE! I AM GOING TO MY DREAMS (:

HAPPY2YEARS (:

2007-03-19T04:11:00.000-07:00

It had been for 2 years since yesterday 180305 i still love you as how you know i love you, i wouldnt dare to think of anything positive abot us and i dont carry much hopes i know and i am clear abt it we are not suppose to be together or maybe not meant to be together,i knew the outcome of everything i knew but i left it unspoken you might not like me but i didnt force you to like me, as long as you know that there is someone who loves you more thna you loves her, its unbelievable yes i know but i still love you as the same as before. Your glance makes me speechless, Your smile makes me contented, Your laughter makes me feels happy, Your presence makes me shy, AND most of all,

ILOVEYOU, <3
YOUR WORDS ARE UNSPOKEN
AND IT MAKES ME SPEECHLESS,
YOU AND YOU I LOVE YOU. (:

DAD BOUGHT ME THE CREATIVE ZEN NEEON2 YESTERDAY (:

THE CENTRAL! (:

2007-03-17T04:16:00.000-07:00

OKAY WENT TO MDIS WITH BESTIE SHUHUI! AND THE OPEN HOUSE WAS LIKE OKAY LAH! SHE HAVE TO STUDY VERY VERY HARD TO GET INTO MDIS BECAUSE THEY NEED FULL N LVL RESULTS. AND SHE'S TAKING TOURISM AND HOSPIALITY COURSE. SHE HAVE BEEN ALWAYS WANTED TO TAKE UP TOURISM COURSE SINCE SEC 2 IF I AM NOT WRONG. AFTER THAT WE WENT TO QUEENSWAY SHOPPIN CENTER AND SHE'VE ALRD DECIDED THAT SHE IS EITHER GETTING THE NIKE DUNKS OR NIKE BAG THE BAG LOOK GOOD ON HER (: AFTER THAT WE WENT TO IKEA AND CRAP AGAIN TAKING AND GOSSPING,AND WE WENT TO ANCHORPOINT AFTER THAT, WENT INTO A SIGN BOARD SHOP AND HAVE DECIDED TO BUY THE SIGN AGAIN SOMEDAY, WENT TO TAKE 195 BACK TO QUEENTOWN MRT STATION AND THN TOOK MRT TO CLARKE QUAY THE CENTRAL THE PLACE IS NICE AND WE BOUGHT JAPANESE BREADS! DRANK ICE TEA FROM A RANDOM HONGKONG CAFE THE ICED PEACH TEA AND THE HONEY LEMON TEA TASTE EXCATLY LIKE BONGO'S DRINK LAH EVEN CLIQUE NO2 AGREES WITH ME! WE WENT TO ONE RANDOM SHOE SHOP AND THE PUMPS THERE ARE NICE! WALK AROUND THERE AND DECIDED TO GO THERE AGAIN FOR CLIQUE MEETING SOME OTHER DAY WE THE 2 OTHER CLIQUE NO1 AND NO4, TOOK LOADS OF SPASTIC PICS THERE AND DECIDE TO UPLOAD LATER, TOOK 190 BACK AND WENT HOME SAW SOME MALAY GAYS AND THEY WERE DISGUSTED, SAW SOME VERY UNCIVILISED AH BENGS AND THEY SANG SONGS WITH A VERY NOT NICE VOICE LAH! THEY ARE TOTALLY TYPICAL AH BENGS LAH! SHUHUI WAS REALLY SURE THAT SHE WILL BE GOING TO MDIS AND I HOPE SHE WILL GET IN THERE TOO, CYCO YOUR FATHER LAH SHUHUI!HAH WE WILL BE BUYING TEN YEAR SERIES TO DO AND GO MUGGINW TIH DANIELLA! MONDAY MUGGING SESSION WITH DANIELLA AT POTONG PASER AND GET JEREMY TO HELP THE 3 OF US TO BUY THE ONCE A SAINT ALWAYS A SAINT TEE SHIRT DANIELLA IS GETTING THAT TEE TOO! SHE ARE GOING TO TEACH ME AND SHUHUI CHEM AND BIO ON MONDAY CANT WAIT TO SEE HER! GIRLFRIEND! (: CAMP ON 14TH MAR-16 MAR 2007!

CAMP: FIRST DAY MET SHUHUI AT 5.50AM AND GOT TO MAC AND BOUGHT BREAKFAST TO SCHOOL AND ATE WHILE WAITING FOR THE SCOUTS OH MY THEY ARE REALLY NOT PUNCTUAL FOR MEETING LAH THEY WERE LATE, AND THAT KATAK WAS LATE FOR 45 MINS LAH BECAUSE OF HER BOYFRIEND, THEY CAMPERS FALL IN AT 7.45AM AND ASKE THEM TO SURRENDER THEIR HANDPHONES AND WALLET, I AM ASSIGN TO HOLMIUM PATROL THE PL WAS VICTOR AND APL WAS VANESSA, THAT PATROL WAS AWESOME LAH! I ENJOYED THE CAMP THOUGH. THE SEC1 GUIDES WAS LIKE TSK TSK, KEPT TALKING BACK TO ME WHAT YA YA YA I SCOLDED THEM AND TELL THEM NOT TO TALK BACK TO SENIORS, WE HAD ASSIGN TO DORM THAT WE ARE SUPPOSE TO SLEEP AMD I GOT 4M1 ITS NOT SCARY AT ALL LAH! I PREFER CAMPING IN THIS SCHOOL THN THE OLD BP SCHOOL I DONT KNOW WHY AND I AM GOING FOR THE CAMP DURING THE JUNE HOLIDAYS,THN WE HAD SRIC PLAYED TRUST FALL, ACID POOL 1&2, BLINDMAN TRAIL QUITE FUN THOUGH, HAD LUNCH AND SING ALONG SESSION AFTER THAT OUTDOOR COOKING IT RAIN DURING THE OUTDOOR COOKING AND WE HAD TO EAT UNCOOKED MAGGIE NOODLES LAH! AFTER THAT WAR GAME AND WASH UP SUPPER AND DEBREIF FOR THE PLS,APLS,CAMPSTAFF AND ADVISOR TILL LATE NIGHT ABT 1AM LAH GET INTO SLEEP AND BLACK OUT TOTALLY.

DAY2: WOKE UP IN THE MORINING AT 5.15AM THE JUNIORS AMKE TOO MUCH NOISE IN THE MORNING AND FALL IN, FALG RAISIONG, BPT AND BREAKFAST,CAMP INSPECTION, HIKE,CATAPULT MAKING, LUNCH,TREASUE HUNT, CAMPFIRE PREPARTIONS,DINNER,CAMPFIRE,WAR GAME,WASH UP,SUPPER AND DEBREIF AGAIN THIS TIME UNTIL 2AM LAH!

DAY3: WOKE UP AT 5.35AM AND FALL IN AT 6.20AM, HAD PT, BREAKFAST, AREA CLEANING, TELEMATCH,PRIZE GIVING,PARADE TO DECLARE THE CAMP IS OVER, PACK UP THE WHOLE PLACE AFTER THE CAMPERS LEFT HAD DEBRIEF UNTIL 2.30PM AND WENT HOME BATH, ATE INSTANT NOODLES, SLEPT TILL 10.30PM AND HAD LATE DINNER.

FOR YOUR INFORMATION I WAS SLACKING THROUGH OUT THE WHOLE CAMP AND WAS ONLY USING MY EYE AND MOUTH ENERGY THAT'S SO GOOD OF BEING A CAMPSTAFF/ADVISOR.

CAMP ):

2007-03-13T06:39:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE I AM HERE TO POST! THE WORDINGS AND FONT LOOKS SO SMALL TO ME LAH! I THINK IT WILL ALSO BE SMALL ON MY BLOG! TML I WILL BE GOING TO CAMP TILL FRIDAY OH MY AND YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO SLEEP WITH MY PATROL MEMBERS INSTEAD OF SLEEPING WITH THE CAMPSTAFFS LAH ITS SO UNFAIR THIS REALLY MAKE ME FEEL LIKE NOT GOING TO THE CAMP LAH ITS VERY UNFAIR OKAY! IF ANY SENIORS OUTSIDE HAPPENS TO READ MY BLOG I DONT CARE LAH I MEAN YOU WONT BE HAPPY SLEEPING WITH YOUR PATROL MEMBERS INSTEAD OF SLEEPING WITH YOUR FRIENDS LAH I DONT SEEM WHY THEY CANT USE THIS A FEW BATCHES AGO LAH FEW BATCH AGO THE SENIORS ALSO SLEEP IN HAVEN OR TOGETHER IN THE CLASS ITS VERY VERY UNFAIR LAH! BUT THE CAMPSTAFFS ARE ALLOWED TO BRING THEIR HANDPHONE! OH MY I HAVE TO CHARGE FULL BAT I DONT WANNA BRING CHARGER THERE ITS SO TROUBLESOME LAH. WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY FOR THE CAMP DISCUSSION AND IT WAS BORED LAH. AND ONE OF THE RANDOM SCOUTS WAS LIKE GOING AROUND THE BUSHES AND SAY THEY ARE SLACKING IF HE DARE WHY DONT HE SAY IT INFRONT OF US? I ADMIT THAT I WAS SLACKING LAH, BUT THEY ARE REALLY NOTHING MUCH I CAN HELP ANYWAY, I WILL BE SLEEPING IN THE SAME DORM AS QIHUI AND SERENE OH MY! WHY CANT I SHARE THE SAME DORM WITH SHUHUI OR ANY MEMBERS FROM THE CLIQUE LAH! FCUK SHIT. THIS ISNT FAIR LAH ASS! I MSGED MICHELLE AND ASKED HER TO HELP ME GET THE SAJC TEE AND SHE AGREE SHE GAVE ME HER FRIEND JERMEMY'S NO AND ASK HIM TO HELP ME BUY, AND THAT GUY WAS A GOOD SOUL LAH HE KEEP SAYING THAT HE WANTS TO BRING ME IN THE SAJC IN CASE THE SIZE OR COLOUR DONT HAVE I CAN CHANGE MY MIND HE IS GOOD THOUGH I SAY I DONT KNOW HOW TO GET TO SAS OR SAJC HE SAY HE'LL MEET ME AT POTONG PASER MRT STATION AND BRING ME THERE WAHAHAHA! AND HE ACTUALLY SAY HE WANTED TO FETCH ME FROM POTONG PASER TO HIS SCHOOL FUNNY RIGHT! HE IS GOOD BTW LAH! BUT I CANT REACH IN TIME TODAY SO I MSGED HIM FOR ALL THE TROUBLE AND ASK HIM TO HELP ME BUY WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS MAYB I CAN MEET HIM OUTSIDE HIS SCHOOL OR WHAT LAH!I REALLY WANT THE ONCE A SAINT ALWAYS A SAINT TEE LAH ITS SO DAMN CHIO LAH! AND ME SHUHUI AND SILIN WENT OFF EARLY TODAY TO PLAZA SINGAPURA TO GET FBTS I AM DAMN HIGH LAH WE BOUGHT THE SAME COLOUR RED CURVE CUT!AND I BOUGHT A RUNNING SHORTS FBTS WHITE IN COLOUR WANT, SUPER NICE LAH AND WE BOUGHT MINI FAN ALSO. I WANTED TO BUY DOROTHY PERKINS TOP JUST NOW BUT I DONT REALLY SEE ANYTHING UP TO MY STANDARD LAH MAYBE I GETTING THIS WEEKEND OR WHAT LAH! ANYONE WILLING TO SACRIFICE HIS/HER TIME TO ACC ME THERE? OH MY I AM STILL THINKING OF MY EYE CANDY TOPSHOP TOP LAH! AND I SAW A SPAGETTI TOP AT DP ITS DAMN CHIOP ALSO LAH BUT I DOUBT I'LL DARE TO WEAR LAH! OKAY I SHALL END HERE AND GOODBYE I DONT THINK I WILL UPDATE MY BLOG AFTER THE CAMP AS I AM DAMN TIRED AFTER THAT. MAYBE I AM GOING FOR A HIATUS! HAHAS BYE BYE

<3 JUST SO YOU KNOW! (:

2007-03-12T06:22:00.001-07:00

HEY YES YOU (:

2007-03-10T22:54:00.001-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE! (:

I'm so bored now and the worst thing is i am alone at home and had nothing to do lah! Okay cooked fried rice for me and bro my rice was like overcook and too soft lah taste like sushi rice still ate it, fry my gyoza and sausage to go along with the rice bro finish his share and i finished mine too, sis went to teck whye mac to mug with her friends (: Chey act hardworking only! And there are still alot of rice left! Who wants some? And i had a hard time washing the woks and plates the floor is oily but lazy skip the mopping part.Yeah i've thought of a new name for me,afiqah,aishah and shuhui as we are always together i named a new club called The Clique which only consists the four of us but not others (: Tml The Clique gathering and we are making Fbt's jersey yipee (: Meeting the uncle tml morning shucks ):

Yesterday:

Went to do treasure hunt proposal with silin and shuhui and silin actually slept in the MRT and missed her stop so she's late and shuhui and i ate mcdonald's breakfast seiously we made a wrong decision sitting outside! After doing the proposal silin went to school for her investiture rehersal, me and shuhui went to walk around lot one and i found a nice pair of retro flats at ice lemon tee since they were having renovation sales and selling the flats at $10.95 why not i bought it. Shuhui wanted to buy i though but the NETS machine its spoilt. ): She went home and i met afiqah we went to the library (like again) and wrote down recipes of muffins and cookies. Saw hilmi and Yus on the way there and they went to the library with us. I swear hilmi and Afiqah are super pervert lah! Yus went off first to meet his special friend and hilmi went home after slacking around sometime hilmi came to lot one again and jio us to long john for late lunch. Ate and we 3 went to NTUC to buy some groceries (: I bought the muffins ingredient and i intend to bake it tonight so they will have the fresher muffins tml (: Yeah KFC tonight i haven't ate KFC for a long time (: Bleah bye take care and dont miss me though i know you will (:

The Clique <333>

GAHHHHHHH!

2007-03-08T03:16:00.000-08:00

HAHAH I AM LISTENING TO PARIS HILTON NOTHING IN THIS WORLD! (:N Though she is like a bimbo but i dont know why i like this song after finding out this song of paris's but that video really like so seducing lah! HAHAH i found this song while i am surfing channels a few saturdays ago and saw it on MTV! (: Though her stars are blind is not nice but i prefer this song better! I still think i prefer english songs. I liten to english songs when i was like in the primary school and friends in secondary schools atarts introducing me chinese songs but its okay lah i still listens to chinese songs but prefer english songs! AND i like just so you know by jesse mcCarnthy too! Yeahs i am going crazy by natalie and speechless by the veronicas! Just now in class shafiq was singing hey mickey but he changed the lyrics to "hey sotong you so fine you so fine you block my mind hey sotong hey hey hey sotong" so damn funny lah and sotong was refering to sufiyan lah and also he sang this song during english to me, donna had a little lamb little lamb little lamb donna had a little lamb that she use to cook lamb chop! DAMN LAME LAH! AND they also sang a song to shuhui but i dont wish to make shuhui malu here hah! Beautiful soul! Jesse mcCarnthy! DUHS -__- hahah i wanna cyco dad to give me money to buy ipod nano when he comes back overseas but i doubt he will lah as he will say i though you just bought you creative mp3 2 years back? LALALALA went to lot one with aishah while shuhui acc gracie to alter her skirt and we ate long john after that we went to buy the mini toon bag afiqah met us at later part before that at long john me aishah and shuhui was gossiping and finally i said everything abt that woman lah! Felt so relieve after that! Going to call shuhui to gossip later on! YEAH i just love gossiping with the four of them. AND we went to the library like AGAIN! I think we four were together for mon-thurs this week and we went to the library. We've decided the four of us, afiqah,shuhui,aishah and me shall go to siloso beach instead of palawan beach for the class gathering and after that we are going to watch mr bean the movie! YEAH! the olly's meeting and we are going to bring the same bag to sentosa! i realised that the four of us and our friendship bond grew stronger. And we went to the library just now and me and afiqah lend recipes there afiqah lend cooking book while i lend cookies and cupcake book! And we copy down the recipes in the book, i wrote down muffins recipes andf mayb i'll be baking tml night for shuhui! And of course other 2 members of the olly! (: We are going to look for them after the shatec open house cause the both of them having flag day and i shall donate i know i am so good lah! The four of us at the library just now was like shhhhing those kranji sec students lah they were talking so loud lah cant they learn from me to keep quiet? Bloody ass! Interupt of and distract us only. Just now at english lesson, nadia was doing her her english test as she went for her investiture on tuesday and i was like singing songs to her lah so many song that my ten fingers cant be counted lah! Hahah omg i am listening to jesse mcCarnthy what's your name and is super nice lah he's my idol! I LOVE I LOVE (: White Beetch and Black Dog! (: Yeah i am looking forward to the shatec open house this saturday lah! AND i really hope to get it. And shatec is good lah you can get diploma after you complete your studies at shatec! Time to go tata! (: I am a super duper good girl (: Yeah donna rocks

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus:] Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus]
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here
[Chorus]

jesse mcCarnthy just so you know (:
Nice lyrics and meaningful
Try to understanding it

I CAN'T BELIEVE! (:

2007-03-06T04:57:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE! TODAY THE JAE'S RESULTS WAS RELEASE!
AND i think he got in pj! (: If he really got in that school i will be most happy thn merry! Cause its only beside our school! GRINS (: Though he did good enough for his O's but i'm really HAPPY i wasn't too sure whether is he in pj! But of course i do wish that he is in pj lah! JUST SO YOU KNOW YOU SEE!!!!!!!!

I AM HAPPY FOR HIM EVERYONE!
NO MATTER WHICH SCHOOL HE WENT
HE'S ALWAYS ONCE REMEMBERED BY ME.

THE DONUT FACTORY!

2007-03-04T05:41:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE BACK TO POST AGAIN (:

Yesterday went to vivo with chuashuhui and my nose was terrible it was like a water pipe kept on dripping and poor me have to rub my nose with the tissue and causes my nose to hurts more! After that we cab down to raffles city shopping centre at first when we board in the taxi we told the uncle that we wanted to get to marina square but on the way there we both thought of going to raffles city shopping mall to queue up for the donut! When we both reach there we was like stunned wtf the queue is super long lah and there are people cutting queue as the queue is quite complicated but still we manage top get those who cut queue to get out of the queue. I bought one dozen and help one couple to buy half a dozen i felt very bad as others are taking their time to queue up and the couple came asking and some sort of beggin us to help them buy. Its like why others can queue and you cant queue sounds wierd right its so unfair to others lah! Okay i shall end my post here and tata! (:

JUST SO YOU KNOW (:

HELLO EVERYONE (:

2007-03-02T05:07:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAS I FEEL PROUD OF MYSELF NOW
CAUSE FINALLY I USE A VERY SHORT TIME TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN
AND AND AND UPLOAD A SONG (: THOUGH SOME PPL THINKS THAT ITS EASY

MIXTAPE MIXTAPE MIXTAPE
THE BEST SONG EVER! (:

I saw him today he went back to school! (:
AND today there is guides walao is damn fraking long to fall in lah 2.30pm leis you have to fall in at such a late time lah! But nvm i get to slack. Today the weather was like tsk tsk cause its raining and we cant organise games lah shucks!NO BALL GAMES MEANS NOT FUN LAH! We was planning to have a captain's ball competition lah but thn right its raining i thought rain had alrd gone back to korea hahas sounds lame i know (: YEAHNESS VIVO tml with shuhui i am going to buy donuts from donut factory and yeah topshop! But i am not too sure that i will buy tops from topshop lah but i think i still will buy 1 top (: GEEEEHS AND we are going to the ITE roadshow at marina square! OH PEOPLE i am listening to speechless by the veronicas nice song too (: OH MAN I JUST RMB MS PHUA SAY SOMETHING TO ME DURING RECESS TIME! WHICH I THINK ITS NOT FAIR! She said donna,sometimes during guides you must mind what you are talking about i mean you can scold the juniors but have the limit. HEY HEY HEY okay lah i am not blaming ms phua or something but i think this is really unfair as what huilin says i am not fierce enough lah but yet ms phua still ask me to be nice to them i dont want guides to fall apart at our batch you see i am just trying to make a part to let it stay together and she is blaming me for being fierce. Okay fine if she thinks its so easy to control the juniors thn let her be i can't possible let her just continue to blame me for it lah. Okay fine shall not talk abt which make my blood boils! OKAY CIAO (:

OFF TO BLOG HOPPING (:
MAKE ME THE BEST OF YOUR EVERYTHING <3>

HELLO EVERYONE (:

2007-03-01T00:51:00.000-08:00

FINALLY GOT RID OF THAT OLD SKIN (:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
I SOUNDS SO BAD LAH BUT I KNOW (:

Didnt went to school today (AGAIN)
BECAUSE of the rain yesterday lah again thr four of us shuhui,afiqah,aishah and me we share a umbrella together and we got drench and soakup ): Thn shuhui went to meet her friend and thn left me and afiqah and aishah we went to mcdonald's for lunch and after that we went to library on the way there we saw jason and wei siong just say an hi and went off in the end while we were spending time at the library we saw jason and wei siong again lah and when the 3 of us preparing to left the library the 2 of them cyco me to watch just follow law with them. As i was the only girl i cyco aishah and afiqah too but they dont want and i called asshole shuhui! She agrees watching with us and the four of us went to watch and i sat beside JASON (: HAHAH the movie was not bad lah funny (: I went to see a doctor just now and the queue was long i waited for 25 mins to see the doctor and it actually cost $31 damn ex lah but thn nvm its not the first time i been to a expensive doctor (: YEAHNESS GUIDES TML (:

MIXTAPE (:

HEY HEY HEY ITS THINKING DAY (:

2007-02-24T04:46:00.001-08:00

HELLO BACK TO POST AGAIN (:

Went to singapore indoor stadium today for the thinking day celebrations and its fun thn the past few years back perhaps because this year we are the mdms and we are very high get to do things that we want not like those past years our mdms will like shhhh listen to what their saying and dont talk! OH YES HAZMI IS ON TV CHINGAY PARADE (: HE'S INVITING OR WHAT WITH THE PRESIDENT LAH! YEAH BP EAGLES SCOUTS IS REPRESENTING OUR SCHOOL (: Went to wan zai hongkong cafe with chuashuhui for lunch cum tea (: I had their specialty fried rice and shuhui had salty fish meat patty rice her's is very nice is they put salted eggs (: I had my side order as fried wanton and she had fried tofu with pork floss didnt really like her's because the tofu dont have to egg taste i love egg tofu (: AND we had iced milk tea too quite okay lah but only that its not sweet enough (: We going to wan zai dont know when again yeah initially i wanted to eat the lean meat porriage but thn they are sold out really craving for that as dad says that hongkong's porriage is much more nicer thn singapore's one. I ma going to eat the porriage my next visit and eat the side orders is gonna be different as well as the drink and come on the iced milk tea is selling for $2.60 for a small pathetic cup lah! AND we had the japanese ice cream opposite four leaves i had bubble milk tea their new flavour and shuhui had chocolate and chips we wanna try the green tea flavour in future! AND you know something the food selling at the indoor stadium is so expensive lah its $2.50 for a small cup of gulp! DAMN EX RIGHT! I CAN HAVE A SUPER BIG GULP AT 7-11 ALRD LAHS! ILOVE LISTENING TO TONI BASIL'S HEY MICKEY ITS A DAMN NICE CHEERLEADING SONG LAH I RMB LISTENING TO THIS SONG WHEN THE CHEERLEADING COMPETITION DURING SPORTS DAY AT PRI SCH VERY MEMORABLE (: Okay going to ntuc to stock up (:

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE
BY THE WAY MY DAD SAID A VERY FUNNY THING TO MY SISTER

HELLO (:

2007-02-22T00:15:00.000-08:00

MY HEAD WAS JUST SPINNING HERE AND THERE! OH THIS JUST SUCKS! TOTALLY SUCKS LAH!

Didnt went to school today when i woke up in the morning i was having a fever, after i slept till like 11 plus i was having a headache and its spinning around. Had my breakfast at 12.05pm use the comp and went blog hopping. Oh yes i havent update abt CNY!

CNY:

Woke up early in the morning at 8.30am and dad was like how come your was so slow. AND i wore my topshop top that day yeahs! Dad give me an ang bao. Went to grandmas place and bai nian too after that took a cab with mum to grandpa hse( sounds complicated) OMG the taxi was freaking long and i waited for like 1 hour plus lah and i am so bad to cut a bunch of cinstruction workers Q! Reach grandad hse and my relative just left ahhhhhs so i missed collecting 2 relatives ang bao but thn its doesn't makes any difference lah! Went to ah gong 2nd bro hse and collected only 1 angbao pathetic right overall i collected not more thn $200 lah! DAMN! Went home after that and CHUA SHUHUI asked me if i wanna catch a movie. We met at the bus stop opposite my house and thn trained to cathy. Watch EPIC MOVIE DAMN HILARIOUS CAN! RECOMMEND ALL OF YOU TO WATCH! Thn i suggested walking to somerset MRT station but in the end we cab down to esplanade and took spastic photos! Funny can. Thn there was no bus and only left NR3 so we walked to marina square barefoot the heels was making shuhui leg pain. As well as mine but not heels lah its pointed and make my feets pain. When we reached citylink mall the door are locked and the sercurity guard told us to take taxi home and it cost us $23.80 damn ex lah! Spend home on the 2nd day and 3rd off to work many things change at jbp and of course there were many new interns that i never ever saw before lah! BYEBYE UPDATE WHEN I AM FREE AGAIN SICK AND TIRED OF TYPING!
PANADOLS (:

BREAKING FREE! (:

2007-02-16T06:53:00.002-08:00

YIPEE HIGH SCHOOLMUSICAL BREAKING FREE IS SUPER NICE CAN ESPECIALLY THE VIDEO PEOPLE! (:

Today sch had CNY celebration overall was great lah but thnour class was caught sitting down and i was one of them well tiger say he will deal with us on wednesda. Who cares i hope he'll forget abt it lah! He didnt came today perhaps his school ends late? Or some random reasons lah! After school went to bp mc as the scouts suggested lah cause they have flavour shots there and can refill lah! So why not. We was talking craps everything lah and LAM MINGHAN was crazy lah he actually like sour stuffs! He drank the super not nice flavour shots that one of the random scouts who went there and disperse it lah super sour can and benjamin asked me to try i dont believ as i thought he was lying to me that it is drinkable lah!SO i asked him to take one sip and he drank it and gave me that sour look on his face. As i am curious i took a sip of it too and its super not nice i guess they add too much of the grape flavour and CHUA SHUHUI thinks that grape flavour shot is nice with sprite. AT first its not nice lah but astill acceptable its only quite sour only lah! We crap quite alot and benjamin's sister came after 2 lah and she was like so mature and she was one year younger thn benjamin whick doesn't look like at all rather benjamin looks younger or maybe childish i thought and her sister was like ben, where's silin? How come she never come thn silin was only in front of her lah super funny everyone was laughing till cramps lah! Went off at around 2 going to 3? Went home and sleep super tired lah cause the day before i watched american idol lah! NICE worth it but very tired after watching i did catch up with 1 hours plus of sleep. Woke up watch abit of tv and went out for dinner dad was the same old self nagging in the car and its miserable since i am sitting in front! What to do? Had dinner and dad wanted to buy ang ku kueh to pray for tml seriously we went everywhere and they never sell so we gave up and decide to buy again tml lor! I LOVE BREAKING FREE LAH! SO NICE ZAC AND VANESSA WAS NICE! (: GTG BYE TRAIN AUDITION! (:

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
TML ITS THE NEW YEAR EVE (:

HAPPY V'DAY EVERYONE

2007-02-14T05:26:00.000-08:00

LOVE IS IN THE AIR EVERYONE!
HAPPY V'DAY TO HIM (: I WISH I WISH I WISH ):

SPEND MY V'DAY WITH ANGELA!

I LOVE YOU BOY
YOU RAISE ME UP
AND MAKE ME FELL
ALL THIS MONTHS
I'VE BEEN CRAZY IN
LOVE WITH YOU
YOU KNEW IT
YES YOU DO
TURNING 2 YEARS
FOR ALL THESE
WASTED LOVE
BUT I STILL LOVE YOU
YOU STEAL MY HEART
AWAY FROM ME
HAPPY VALENTINE (:

I STILL LOVE YOU <33333>

MORONTIC ASSHOLE

2007-02-13T03:37:00.000-08:00

THIS POST I SHALL START WITH A BIG FCUKER LAH! HE HURT MY BEST FRIEND JUST BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO DEFEND ME!

Anyway i was fcuking angry today lah because of that big moron in our class today again lah! He actually splash water at me and thn i shouted at him and he said if you can write nonsense things on the board why cant i splash water at you? Pls i didnt use the marker ink and smash at your body nor use your body to wipe all those things that i have written on the board and i didnt wrote anything bad on the oard lah! I was just writing some craps there abt dango a traditional food in japan. And he blame me for it fcuking moron dont you think that you dont have brains to think lah why god give you brains for? To think how to fight and scold people is it ? Still dare to joined church pls lah i think that church must be seriously to accept you as a fellow mate together with them to serve and pray. The church wont die because you left okay. AND whats fcuking great abt you? You only know how to boast here and there asking us to bring people to beat you hey i am not scare at all lah there is someone in singapore called the POLICE lah. What for i shall scare a tiny winy him? He deserve to be expel from school anyway and this is not the first the he offended people lah the dont know how many time alrd lah! The school wont close down because of an idiot like him the school will not die without having such a GOOD student like him lah. But the school willbe happy to have someone like him that left the school for his own good lah! He thinks that everyone likes him in our class but the answer is no lah everyone was just PMP-ing him lor especially chinese boys in our class! Lets see who will be right this time will mr tan help him? NO because he hurt someone using his fist there is a chinese idoms says: jun zi dong kou bu dong shou, pls lah he is not a gentleman lah still dare to beat people. Even my father thinks that i am right lor. Fcuk him lah i hope he will got all the curse that happen to be on the tv script.!

TO ANGELA:
Thanks for defending me when i need help and now i really know what best friends are lah i know its wrong for me and shuhui to say you lah but thn really sorry i rmb it lah. And still think that the moron hit you if you have any internal injuries i hope he will have double what you have lor. And i know heaven is always right god will help those who is right and those who is wrong and he thinks that he is right all the time but pls lah people dont dare to point out his mistake lah if not i think he will have mistakes long enough to write for 1 year script for mediacorp alrd lah! Lets see tml whos gonna be right and whos gonna be wrong! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY MY DEAREST ASSHOLE NO 3!

HAPPY VALETINE'S DAY TO HIM
I HOPE NO GIRLS WILL SEND HIM GIFTS
AHAHAHAHAAHAS
I KNOW I AM BAD LAH!
I LOVE YOU MY BOY! <3333

HELLO (:

2007-02-12T05:20:00.000-08:00

YEAH! Someone actually told me that he score very well lah! But thn its very the unbelievable lah! I was actually bored so no choice have to come and update my blog lah. Went to town today with girlfriends including afiqah and aishah! We have loads of craps on the way and also while eating lah! I bought a flats for angela and bought a heels for shuhui lah! At first angela wanted to get me a topshop top want lah but thn nothing much offered was there and i went around the whole orchard area and got a pmk shirt in the end. Yeah shopping spree again this wed going to vivo with girlfriends again lahs! I realise that i bought alot of shoes lor and its not worth it lah but i like it though! i dont care i'm going to buy the topshop top on wed and it only cost $29 lahs damn cheap right? I am super bored lah! AND AND AND before i end this post i am going to talk abt that moron in our class he himself say that dont use handphones in future but in the end he still use his phone himself today during lessons time i bet he have no balls lah dare to say but thn still dont dare to do it still say what in the future no handphones are allowed! He himself cant stand it and he is the one who is keep on opening those sickening songs during chiam's lesson. AND if he can eat why cant we dont give a big fcuk just because we eat in class others are also eating and i sont seems that he is scolding others but shuhui herself? If you are so capable thn be a chairman yourself lah and try to set class rules and obey them i bet you will have no balls to admit even if you did it. Always not happy abt people but he thinks people very shuang abt him is it? Bloody ass think before you act NO BALLS ! Dont want to have high blood because of these uncivilised people that still exsits in our class and cant be bother to quarrel with them also doing that makes me low class only. BYE EVERYONE BE A GOOD PERSON AND DONT QUARREL WITH THOSE FCUKING PEOPLE OUT THERE!

2007-02-09T07:32:00.000-08:00

WTH LAH! I SAW MY SIS MOST FUNNIEST PHOTO AT HER FRIEND FRIENDSTER LAH AND ITS SUPER FUNNY LAH! OKAY I SHALL POST SOMETHING MEANINGFUL THAN THIS LAH! AND MY SENSITIVE NOSE IS COMING BACK TO HAUNT ME AGAIN!

Today i have many things to post about. Firstly is about guides lah there is one anonymous wrote a letter to the mdms lah and her english really sucks even the express sec 3s said that she should improve on her grammer though i know mine is not good enough to comment on people but its really sickening lah you know what she wrote ( I dont really wrote the same one as her lah)

Dear mems: <= (she purposly wrote like that)

I think that its so unfair to us. You guys always scold us and make us stand under the hot sun and stand there like a statue. And you all always say that your are also tired but hey all of you are drilling us just stand there and give commends we are the one who is marching not you why would your feel tired? And that day s**** showed that she is so eager to go home but we also want to go home we are also tired. Your all always ask us to set a good example but your never set a good example why must we? Go and think yourself you should set a good example for us before you asked us to set a good example for the juniors. Why must your all use those words to say us? When some of the MEMS were talking about jokes or something funny your can laugh and when we laugh you scold us but you should set a good example first. Its your are the one who make guides boring go and think about it! And try to think of thing to improve the condition of guides.

This is a exapmle of what she wrote for us. And when ms phua want that particular guides to confess herself she die die also dont want lah! See she is just a coward she dare to write the letter to us but thn she dont dare to admit lah! I was thinking of punishing that particular guide to write a letter to beixi and huilin lah. how come she dare to write give us this letter but thn she dont dare to write to the past few batch of seniors? Stupid right? AND the sec3s express guides all complain that this batch of juniors are better thn the past few batch lah as the past few batches want very strict and they asked us to be more strict See! And the one who wrote the letter is from sec 3C want lah disgrace normal tech lah though i am from NT stream she disgrace us and her whole class see she have nothing better to do and wrote this kind of stupd letter lah Bloody ass! I shall make her confess on monday wahahas!

CLASS: Seriously i think that the past four years in BP this year chairman is the best one among the past four year lah! Yesterday during chiam's lesson, (as you know we dont listen to his lesson lah! BAD) we was doing our own things and i was right at my desk doing my telematch proposal as you know as if i am seiously doing my thing i wont make any noise unless some stupid people come and disturb me so shuhui was at hazmi table designing the class tee lah so as a chairman when the class is noisy obviously he/she will ask the class to keep quiet and that was what she did she asked the class to keep quiet and some of the chinese boys which i dont want to enclose the names here lah they kept on shouting and playing those childish game as a result shuhui wrote their name on a piece of paper preparing to give mr A Lim after school to see. Everyone have alrd read the class rules and agree with it and shuhui alrd breif them about it lah but thn they still want to play and create mischief in class. So mr alfred lim this morning after morning assembly he asked those people stayed back after school and wait for him at the class. One of the boy he is damn angry at shuhui for not writing others names but him but he is the one hwo create noise and kept on playing want lah HE MADE SHUHUI CRIED LAH AFTER SCHOOL he never think that his words would actually hurt people he never think in shuhui's shoes what will he feel lah a chairman is suppose to carry out his/her duty but if that chairman never do what he/she is suppose to carry out i really think that he/she shouldn't be a chairman lah! He had been a chairman before and its a failure chairman and disgrace to the whole class he wouldn't think for people but himself if he have fun he won't stop making noise. I bet if he is a chairman for this year he would surely make the whole class stay back after school to meet up tiger and his lectures and also kept making teachers from different classes to come to our class and complain! And basically the whole class boys was his dog lah they listen to him and make shuhui step down to be a chairman lah if he is so capable thn he go and be this year chairman i tell you he wont make it till the june want lah! I'll hope he would roll down the stairs and hurt and mouth after that his mouth is swollen and he wont be able to shout or even talk in class for 1 whole month lah! Poor shuhui really you did your job i think you shouldn't step down because of that idiot lah he just never think of people's feeling and talk all those nonsense craps when trouble comes looking for him and he will keep on pushing the blame on others. We must pity him from doing that because he is just a typical idiot and moron lah! Dont take those shity words that came out from his shity mouth to heart! (:

I wonder how much he got for his results
BUT I SAW HIM LAH (:

ASS LAH ):

2007-02-08T05:29:00.000-08:00

THERE WILL BE NO GUIDES TML THAT MEANS ALL U'VE PLAN FOR THE TELEMATCH GO DOWNS THE DRAIN LAH ): AND NO DRILLING SESSION WITH THE JUNIORS ):

Ms Phua say that girl guides meeting is cancelled because of GCE O LEVELS RESULTS LA! But anyway he will be getting his results tml also lah so everyone wish him luck okays (: STUPID mr chiam lah keep on disturbing me and talking all those stupid craps lah. Make me feel so embarassed during class and guides meeting lah! Now almost everyone know it lah! ASS!!!! Btw me silin and shuhui had fun gossiping abt someone in guides lah shall not enclose the name here. Really lah our thinking were the same lor. And there is also a good point of not having guides lah means i can go to town and get something for angela during VDAY (: make sure you better get me something ahhs! But thn still have to wait for shuhui to do some things lah! Than after that we will head to town alrd lah (: And sat not worrking means i can try out my new recipes at home lor. GOOD (: Haven't been baking long time ago i mean not very long lah but thn the last thing i've bake it's chocolate cake lah and it doesn't taste as nice as the past so i must brush up my baking skills again and try to learn more new things lah! I am baking honey flakes, white chocolate tart and mini chocolate cream cupcake. But i have to think of only one thing to bake first anyone give me some ideas lh of what i can bake lor. If the thing i bake turn out very good thn i will share some with you unless you dare to try! NO LAH my baking stuffs still edible nice want ahhs! AIYA my fresh whipped cream expire alrd lah i spend 5 plus buying 2 pkts of the 250 ml want lor. DAMN EX LAH ): Bought some things for my patrol members too some sweets again lah and its always the same old brand yupi better thn nothing right? Hahas i know i am a good PL! Today after school had short guides meeting those malay girls ahhs really have no sense of urgency want lah imagine they were late for 27 mins lah and sisnt even apologise for been late or what. And some they even dont bother abt guides lah! We had to wait for huilin and peggy to arrive lah and its so damn late lor. when they reach was like 5 alrd lah! We learned roll call and horse shoe formation very fun leis though at the first try we were very messy lah but in the end we bang at the same time and its very uniform and unite lah! GOOD! But i keep banging the wrong leg or Wrong hands while marching perhaps i long time never drill le la! Okay off to watch tv and sleep! So good sis is not going to school tml her rashes is damn big stretch lah and very big and red lor. How i wise i was her ):

GOOD LUCK (:
I KNOW THAT YOU WOULDN'T KNOW
THAT I AM CHEERING FOR YOU

HELLO (:

2007-02-06T06:25:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE BACK TO BLOG AGAIN I KNOW ALL OF YOU MISSES MY ENTRY RIGHT (: TODAY MY POST SHALL BE VERY LONG AND CRAPPY AS PROMISED! YEAH MADNESS BOUGHT THE ADIDAS WATCH AS IT WAS SUPER CHEAP LAH CHUASHUHUI I GOT THE SAME COLOUR AS YOU (:

Dad bought two pair one for me and one for bro initially we wanted to buy one pair for sis but thn i said she seldom wear watch and i scare that she wont wear after we bought it. But now she say she want so dad is going down to help her buy one pair tml hahas THANKS DAD (: Haven't been posting this few days very lazy to post lah and also sis is using the com all this while chion-ing her stupid maple story (duhs). But dad was nagging in the car just now that sis is always changing her old freaking phone and you can imagine that a sec 2 student have 3phones lah and she still want to change new phone again! Dad was super angry after hearing what i told him and started to tell his old grandfather story again nvm but still i know he loves us! Today lesson was great maths was becoming much more fun than the past and i think that actually maths can be a east subject is just that you want to concentrate on it or you just simply ignore what the teacher is trying to say, as you see mr simhas been my maths teacher for the past 3 years and he is those super biased want lah he just teach and tutor those good students in his class and those who are poorer in maths he just simply ignore us or just call our name when we asked him to explain he will like give us a kind of not so happy facial expression unlike mr micheal who is one great soul always been coming to me and ask me if i can cope with my maths anything i do not understand and also teach me what i've left out for the past lessons if i am absent he is a good teacher lah as well as my co maths teacher mrs chiu she is alos good but i still prefer micheal peacock's teaching and he wont be teaching us this week as he have to attend a so called important event in our school visitors coming again lah! And today during english lessons was okay lah but except some monkeys wont want to listen what i am trying to tell them and kept on erasing what i have writen on the board to instruct them as mrs ong cant make it to the english lesson but there is a relief teacher who came in lah he was mr fadzly he was actually one of bp tecaher he was so damn good can lah he actually say :okay i let all of you to listen to your mp3 while doing homework but dont make too much noise and he actually help us pa feng means take a lookout for u at the door there to see if any teachers was coming in anot damn good lah (: . And today we had a guides meeting for the sec4s lah i felt that some of them really dont desreve the ranks lah they dont even commit to guides what for they got those ranks and CCA points? WASTED LAH! Had patrol drills and the juniors was like super tsk tsk lah they dont even know how to berhenti lah and also belok lor see i teach them like hell lah and they still did the same old thing again and again and when i asked them if they can understand what is this and what is that they still dare to say yes lor so in the end i confirm with them and tell them if one more timw i saw any mistake i'm going to make your henta guess what they say YES MDM and in the end they really henta for 7 mins i think so serve them right they dont even dare to voice out whether if they know or not lah and there was 3 sec 2s was super difficult to teach them lah they ont even understand simple drills lah and really make my blood boils so in the end i gave up drilling them. In the end shuhui went up to drill them again lah but not for long the both of us have the same thinking that they cant really understand lor. These juniors really ahhs cant understand simple instruction some lah especially from 2C they purposly ponten guides drilling thn say what its only for that particular patrol we still need to go meh and when we saw them outside teck whye mc we called one of the person there and ask if her friend is with her anot she still dare to say that she was not there lah see how angry can you be. Forget abt i wont spend my time on this useless people. AND SOMETHING TO TELL ALL OF YOU yesterday when i went to the lower sec campus girls toilet and a few girls was inside sec3 bahs one of them who was near the door way and i was the first to went in the toilet that stupid girl actually rolled her eyes at me lah and i was like freaking angry and she gave me one kind of stupid look as if she was looking down on me lah immediatly i scolded her lah dont wish to elaborate more here. As if the toilet was owned by her grandfather or father lah pls lah i think my father will have more mony to build enough toilets for her whole family for their entire life alrd lah. I'm not trying to be proud or what lah but will you be angry if someone did that to you without any reasons lor. AIYA I dont want to be angry because of this type of person living in this world she is just like a typical low class girl lah! Yesterday went to town with angela bought quite alot of things bought chocolate fomr taka a new shop named royce and its quite ex lah. The sales girl attitude is fcuking rude lah. I looked down on her that she cant have that job for long! bought thinklebell flats and young hearts BRA (: Spend quite alot that day lah but was happy EVERYONE SUBWAYS SANDWICH IS SELLING AT 10CENTS TML FROM 3-4 PM SUPER CHEAP LAH GOING TO QUEUE UP FOR THAT TML (: Have to buy VDAYS presents for my 2 girlfriends lah (: AND AND AND MR CHIAM IS SO ANNOYING CAN LAH he keep telling the whole class that he is coming back this friday to collect his o lvls result and yadah yadah which i dont want to elaborate any further just very shy and angry when he tell the whole class abt it lah super pai seh lah. Before ending my entru i want to tell all of you that I SAW MR SOH HE IS DAMN HANDSOME LAH imagine he wore pants and long sleves plus boots is alrd veryhandsome alrd thn otday he wore a tee shirt jeans shoes and a back pack is super damn handsome lah before leaving the school just a few steps away from him i shouted mr soh very handsome lah it was the fact okay he was really very handsome lah! Gonna sleep now very tired not enough sleep! Goodnight everyone (:

YEAH HE'S COMING BACK (:
I HOPE HE SCORE WELL (:

HELLO (:

2007-01-30T21:22:00.000-08:00

HI EVERYONE BACK TO BLOG AGAIN (:

Didnt went to school today as i was sick yeah. Yesterday went to bugis and MS with JY, YX and SH (: Seriously i tell ya i hate to walk aroung bugis village the people ther just bang into you and didnt even say a word sorry lah. See thats a very not nice place to shop around lah. I still prefer town. And there is something that i must say bus no 960 there is one kind of sit have alrd change and is so damn coo lah the sit was very spacious you can sleep comfortably there lah. Oh my i am so tired of typing bye off to train audition (:

2007-01-28T07:28:00.000-08:00

Here i would like to apologise to some of my friends out there for
been over jealously and abit too harsh on them if i have shouted at you and rant at you for the past few days A BIG SORRY TO ALL OF YOU especially angela didnt see properly lah sorry ehhs ): sometimes my thinking is just like how i am thinking a few years back still the pri 6 kid without any sense of mature and jealous of somethings though is just some trival matter.

SHUHUI: Sorry if i have shouted at you for the past few weeks at school and shouting at you and even quarrel some very trival matters with you and i know i always wanted me myself to win over quarreling matters or argues with you and i know you always let me win and i thank you for bearing me for years and months of friendships we have last till now and sometimes been very harsh too you shouting at you lah but maybe its my DA YI MA come so i v angry lah hahas i know i am very lame AND SPASTIC if not you wont name me in your phone book as donna the spastic woman (: Sometimes i know that i am very irritating to ask her some stupid questions and make her very angry and make her shout at me in the end i was angry of her because i dont really like people shouting at me lah and i also know that i an the one who make her shout at me lah. Sometimes i also veyr kay poh and ask her those very personal things and i apologise for it (you should know lah shuhi if you are reading this) Finally i learn to accept things that is unbelievable and its her own choice and happiness i knew i shouldnt have disturb her for the past 2 years lah and i know its very late for me to say all this but if she is happy as her friend i should me happy for her giving her advise instead of just hack care everything. I know you will hate me sometimes for shouting at you and making you irritating (: AND CHUA SHUHUI A VERY BIG SORRY FOR ALL THIS WHILE MAKING YOU SO ANGRY AND PISSED OFF WITH ME (:

ANGELA: This is my best friends for 4 years and i still rmb i knew her under the tree during orientation programme at year 2004 because we are left out by classmates and friends and people are like looking down on us because of our size and looks and also think that we cant make it for those tough games. Though we have conflicts during this 4 years of friendship but we still stay strong together and i am very sorry for making her apologising to me for the past 4 years when quarrels met up with the both of us and she is always the one smsing me settling everything and apologising and i admitted that i am very petty at all times. And also making her cry when we were still very young and that was sec 1 alrd lah because of some friendships thingy. She is the one who always let me decides where to go after school and she will acc me everytime without fails only sometimes when she have some things on lah and i agree with her that i have to make some initiative to give in and asking her to go out together and gather sometimes for talk and gossips. A VERY BIG SORRY ANGELA ZHANG FOR MAKING YOU DISAPPOINTED AND ANGRY AT ME (:

Sorry my dear friends for making the both of you tolerating me and bearing with me all this while no matter what our friendship is still strong (:
AND NOT FORGETTING TO GOSSPIS ABT ERRH HERM YOU KNOW (:

I LOVE SHUHUI AND ANGELA (:

SUPER BORED LAHS (:

2007-01-26T01:10:00.000-08:00

SHUCKS ): Didnt went to school today cause was sick woke up early in the morning at 5.30 am and i got banged by the headache and just feel like sleeping lahs thn i went to sleep and msg dad that i wont be going to school today as i was sick. Dont intend to go and see a doctor as i've alrd seen one 2 weeks ago still have some medicine left for me to swallow up la. ASSSSSS ): I MISS GUIDES LA (: I SERIOUSLY WANT OT ATTEND TODAY GUIDES MEETING LA!
A VERY BIG SORRY TO ALL OF THE BP GUIDES AT SCHOOL ):
And i missed the part of shouting at them asking them to run the court now immediately la and also drills them and make them hentak for minutes lah hahahas i know i am evil lah (: I MISS BAND OUT OF THE SUDDEN ):
Went to youtube and watch lasy year's SYF band performance and i miss the atmosphere there i still rmb i was screaming and shouting like and idiot there and cheer the BPMP'S BAND CHEER Was very proud of them though we just got gold nvm next year we will get gold with honor hahas and i promised to go back to see their performance lahs (: AHHHHHS MY SISTER AND HER FRIENDS ARE MAKING ALOT OF NOISE DOWN STAIR LA ASSSSS ): SHALL GO TRAIN MY AUDITION ALRD BYES (:

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2007-01-23T23:42:00.000-08:00

HELLO (:
I know i reach home early today cause i didnt want to go to orchard with angela and shuhui due to my money shortage ): Today at school was quite okay lah but except sometimes i thinks that people neglected me i am not trying to gain pity or what lah is just like some people talk without considering me like they want to go out they wont ask me along and they will just like keep on talking even when i gave them the not so happy looking face lah i am some sort of jealous sometimes when they are going out together and they are not asking me along and its like if someone left you out among their talks and keep on chatting abt where to go etc etc and didnt asked you if you want to go along? Will you feel that you are been left out? Like you dont belong to them at all and they dont regard you as friends i bet anyone will felt left out and angry at that point of time. SHUCKS I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE TALKING IT ANYMORE ):
Well went to huilin's blog and i am completly siding with her she's right at all if we are firece so what are the prvious batch of seniors? What is her? Those juniors really cant take any hard ships despite enduring the hardship they are complaining to some of the other seniors that we are torturing them! Hey excuse me if you want torturing i bet you cant even endure the previous batchs are seniors lah they are even worse than us we are alrd very good to all of you alrd lah. And also the 2C girls are really too much la fancy giving huilin attitude problem we last time dont even dare to look at her when she scold at us they are really still dare to give attitude problems... And i asked the both of them to apologising to hui lin after the talk with ms phua and some of the seniors there which i am one of them really they deserved to be punished still dare to wear ankle socks in front of me and i asked those who are in improper uniform to run around the small court for 4 rounds good enough alrd lah if they still dare to wear ankle socks in future hahas they wont be running the court they will be running the field and hui lin ask us to be more fierce to them in future HAIYA SHUHUI THEY ALL SAY I VERY FIERCE TO THE JUNIORS EHHS ): Which i dont think that i am fierce enough hahas i know i am evil (: BYE OFF TO MY LALA LAND

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(:

2007-01-22T05:01:00.000-08:00

I MISS HIM LIKE OUT OF THE SUDDEN ):

I miss when i saw him
outside the class
Glance into my eyes

I miss the moment
i was just standing near beside him

I miss it when
I was sitting just only a few space across him for assembly

I miss it when
I was waiting for traffic and he was walking past
looking at me

I miss it when we
walked past each other

I really felt like crying at popular just now when i saw the lovely novels abt love and the question is "If one day your love want pass away and left you behind will you struggle till the end?" My answer is Yes i will I hold back my tears and not crying it fely like i have been stupid for this past few months and year. I couldn't help just falling in love with you.

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ER ZUO JU ZHI WEN

2007-01-19T07:28:00.000-08:00

AHHHS WHO HAVE ER ZUO JU ZHI WEN DE FULL SONG
I am really going crazy i want that song luhs ahhs sians bake some brownie which doesn't looks like much more like cake but thn still can luh because fadhill's last day is tml and he like choclate stuffs like brownie lah the firts batch i've bake just now is not that sweet because i didnt add like more chocolate in it thn i tried after that the another batch i add the whole bowl of chocolate sauce lahs thn almose 50g of chocolate chips and more on top of that because bro and sis said that is not really that chocolatey hahas hope he will like that despite saying that i am the sweetest girl in jbp hahas oh man i know i am disgusting lah (: Had guides today talked to the 2Cs girls and manage to have them stayed in guides is not that we are fierce with them or what you know why they didnt attend guides? Because they saided guides are boring hey hey hey excuse me i know its abit bored lah but thn since we can endure for 4 years i think they should can also lah and they can make guides more intersting but it must depends if they put some effort in to make guides more fun lah. Was really angry with some of the juniors just now they are late, no excuses for not coming guides for the past few weeks, ANKLE SOCKS, improper attire and stupid excuses! Make them henta on the ground for 6 mins under the hot sun thn run 4 rounds of the small basketball court hey i tell ya we have been the ost kindest batch the past few batch they will just dont care lah i cant see why the juniors know cant accept a little bit of punishments and they said that we are touturing them but as ms phua said do you understand the meaning of torturing and punishments? You must be punish if you never go along the guides rules! They cant take abit of punishments despite us the sec 4s batch of 2007 we have been going through worst punishments thn this, tying bamboos stick on our knee to make it 90 degree, chopsticks to our arms to make it straight,grab one hand full of mud and ensure it never falls out see we had been through more thn all of you must try to understand how we feel or else we will let you feel how is it feels! I can say we are very good to them alrd (: And some of the seniors is like soft hearted like they say we are to over-board by scolding them and shouting them lahs but if we are not fierce will they listen to us? The answer will be a definate NO! So from next week onwards huling have alrd teach us to be more strict and fierce to them so they will listen to us and dont dare to give us their attitude AND AND AND some assholes juniors showed me their attitude just now like giving me a freaking face and duhs faces i am damn fustrated can lah and also i bet my blood pressure can go high by shouting at them. It was like really lor you can have heart attch just by scolding and shouting at them! And oh yes i've appointed jane to be my PS she is a very responsible person i knowed and she show interest in guides willing to learn anything thought she is new she still will give it a shot despite giving up thought she is quite shy at some times but i think she will make a good PS (: Oh yes conflicts today at guides within the seniors only lah s**** and a***** was like fighting over who can be the contingent commander la. I think only the one who is good in drills and commands shall get the post. I am so forward to next week guides new juniors sec ones joining to our guides family hope we will get the poor nor aishah award GOLD again this year (; And hope more thn 20 sec ones joined guides i hope every guides attendance is full yeah drills section next week they are wearing boots for drills and silin have alrd thought of punishments! Shall buy some goodies for juniors next week perhaps some candies or gummies Next week must put up a show for those sec ones so they wont see my true colours ahahahas i am so bad thn they will join guides after that they will know how i am woots i am so bad right yes i know (:
Its like finally rain come to singapore and many crazy fans and aunties went to the airport to fetch him lahs one 55 year old aunty fainted when chasing after him SEE how stupid singaporeans are fancy chasing a singer without caring the own health concern la i mean its like while chasing they have to think whether how old is them and can they ran so fast imagine rain have so many guard around him i think 30 if i am not wrong thn they still think that they could catch up with him tsk tsk! AND OH YES I SAW HIM TODAY (: *GRINS* Kind shuhui told me that when he was near the gate he came him yeaps yeaps i miss him (:

I MISS YOU BOY (:
BADLY

HELLO EVERYONE BACK TO BLOG AGAIN (:

2007-01-17T05:12:00.000-08:00

HI EVERYONE BACK TO POST AGAIN I KNOW ALL OF YOU MISS ME RIGHT (:

Shall start with school today it was perfectly alright lah but thn i just hate PE imagine the whole school only TST class have to run the muddy field oh petty me pls i am so unfortunate to have a PE teacher as him lah you can imagine my whole shoes is sank into the mud grass and its damn disgusting want lah and when you run the mud will like splash up and make your legs and shorts dirty and not forgetting the new basketball court its super dirty can lah when you lie down on the floor to do sit ups just one sit up your whole PE t shirt and pants will be white and dirty trust me its super dirty lah and i really hate PE lah i rather have extra lessons of maths thn PE you see! After school went to attend the short guides meeting just to plan what we having on friday duhs since ms phua ahve alrd plan it thn we might as well follow the whole plan can luh but thn no choice what say we have to do it went to town after that got to get a new wallet my wallet is so freaking dirty can alrd luhs this is the longest wallet i have ever used i mean for the period of time lah like months i think got 8 mths bahs got a white leather hello kitty wallet and its only 20 bucks lah i got 2 pairs of marry jane really cant resists from temptation after since dad make nets for me you see now my bank acc left with only a few bucks la. shucks no money to spend alrd luh and dad was like so funny in car just now i told him what happen in school and he said that TST is mentally torturing us luh. He asked me to complain to the head and asked him to returned me one pair of brand new school shoes hahas funny right (: See i spend so much money on mary-janes but its nice okay! Okay luh shall not talk much go and watch some boring drama series and off to sleep (:

2 MONTHS 1 MORE DAYS TO 2 YEAR (:

HELLO

2007-01-11T05:25:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone back to blog again! I know all of you miss me right hahas (: Didn't went to sch today was sicked because of my stupid headache and backache and also my eyes as those who are close to me they know that what regard to eyes i will be very sensitive to it want luh! And also yesterday dad asked me to use tea to wash my eyes so it will be more effective indeed it works althought i thinks its a very lame and stupid old method when he use it when he was young but anyway tks dad for teaching me. My alarm rang at 5.50 am this morning and my head was like spinning all abt and my eyes cant barely open so i drag my body to the end of my bed to take my phone and send dad a msg that i am not going to sch hahas after 5 mis he replied ok! I know i am bad to wake him up from his sweet dreams luh! Woke up around 10.45 in the morning and went down for breakfast but aunty went out so i have to find somethins to eat, drank some hot drinks and cant find any good food to eat so i ate the cup noodles i bought yesterday at westmall. NOT NICE AT ALL! After that went to see a doctor thn went home ate sandwiches watch abit of the tv and have a nap feels better! Yeah guides tml and we will be punishing the juniors hahas also i think in the guides only me and shuhui contributed alot right shuhui?(If you are reading this post) But poor shuihuin luh she told me on the phone just now that she lost the reciept! And oh yes because she went to daiso to bought the HAVENDEN decorations thing that means maybe she cant get the money back! And oh yes i decide to contribute a fan to the HAVENDEN because the HD is really very hot and stuffy! As i have a few spare fans at home (: I know i am very kind right! *GRINS* I have decided to spend more time on guides as this will be the last year of guiding! But very sad and disappointed that angela is quitting guides luh yopu see she have alrd come so far but she is quitting. I know how she felt luh but its her choice i cant force her to stay on or what luhs! I MISS MY SISTER MELISSA! She went to her school's sec 2 camp and she told me she's going to seribmun camp but she did not because i saw her school field has tents pitched there! but i still miss my soul partner luhs cant crap with her at night before bed and sing songs aloud at our rooms laugh and gossipings things abt school only she knows hahas! And also her and her darling! She cant mag him for the pass 2 days oh so sad! And they cant meet up poor thing but nvm their relationship is stll strong! ILOVEYOUMELISSA!

I think i still miss you
I think i still love you
I think you wont know
how i felt for you
I miss you badly
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GUIDES !

2007-01-09T03:04:00.000-08:00

Hello once again i am back to post. (: If not people will start saying that i left my blog to rot hahas just came back from bishan not actually just luhh came back 1 hr ago hahas went to bought the guides uniform because i left the stupid damn skirt at the old campus or maybe lost it see its a waste of money right i know because this is my last year alrd still waste my money buying the useless stuffs i dont know why i like guides better thn last year mayb when i got my rank i was like i can slack alrd and dont need to attend guides meeting that often but i am wrong i have set a very bad example for my juniors and must be more convincing enough to ask this year's sec ones to join guides ! Ahh shucks i dont know why kept feel like saying shucks i know i am lame *stick my tougue out* Yeah tml got one VVIP from saudi arabia coming toour sch and we have to recieve him so that means i dont have to attend class yeahs! Somemore that period is TS the subject i hate most but i want maths to be that period luh! Grgggggs Okay la go train audition le i know i am lame okays(:

you wont know
how much i love you
and how much you
meant to me
i dont want to let go